loong

23

2012-02-08T16:30:00.002+08:00

2012, I'm freaking 23 years old now and it's too old for me to be slacking around, gaming and having fun. I remember one saying the same thing to me last year but I didn't understand a bit about how she felt. But now its different. I'm freaking 23 already.

Time to work hard already, I can't stay a kid forever. damn.

伤

2012-02-02T15:34:00.006+08:00

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这次真的很累了。

好像很久都没有笑了，那没有半点虚伪的笑脸我都不记得怎么弄了。时不时都会想起以前在一起时的点点滴滴，不禁微笑了。你在我眼中是很特别的。没人能够像你般那么懂得我的心，又同时给我带来欢乐又刺激的感觉。

不过算了，一切已画下了句号。

这么久以来，我做了这一切的一切到底是为了什么，为了谁？这两年我自认为真的付出了很多，什么都依你，绞尽脑汁也要想办法让你开心，能够做到的我都在尽力的做给你看了。要证明的并不是给人家看我有多本事，我只是想让你知道一次又一次的跌倒我也能站得起来，可以履行以前的承诺。可是换来的竟然是一次又一次的隐瞒事实，谎言，背叛。

自上次分手以来，我早已经下定决心以后要一个人了。可你就是要反悔，来找我说要在一起，可又不想公开。对那个他又多多隐瞒，说是说不想我生气，也说我太不成熟，又说我太容易吃醋了。你真是大错特错了。这世上最了解你的人是我，最不成熟的是你。没有一个女人不想受男性欢迎的这我也知道，我也已经很宽容了，并没有阻止你啊。可你就是要变本加厉，一次又一次的伤害我，而这次的你的这一步，背叛了我也背叛了他。我真的不可以容忍了。

唉。

这是那天看到的，觉得挺适合我的

“我放下了尊严，放下了个性，放下了固执，都是因为放不下你。”

真的很贴切的道出了我当时的想法。

就算到了现在，我时时刻刻都在想。我可不可以把一切都当作没发生过？我可不可以把一切都忘了，然后回到一起，开开心心地继续生活？

我不知道，我还在等时间把一切都冲淡，可以的话，把这些回忆，感觉通通都冲走。

优柔寡断，自我矛盾的个性我到了现在还是改不了。看来我是命中注定要被爱作弄的了。

理性一直在叫我离开，可是我早就已经听不见了

Revitalised

2011-08-23T08:32:00.002+08:00

Summer internship was so great that im missing it already although it just ended a few days ago. I really really salute people who finished the program, it's one of the toughest job I've ever ever had. Made some true friends, met lots of great leaders, and now i know what it means by 一山还有一山高, there are LOTS of insane people out there that are way way better than me. And because of this too, I know that there are SOOOOOOOO many improvements i can make for myself. Thank you everyone who went through it with me, I will never forget you guys.

Through every obstacle we grow. So many have changed in just shortly 3 months, and I know its just too hard for us to continue anymore, since we have different needs now. anyway, I really really really really appreciate what you have done for me when i was so down. I've never met a girl as nice as you before. Thank you for helping me through these two years, I'll never, ever forget you. I wish you all the best from now onward, set your target, go for it! =)

For me, so many things that I've learnt from the internship, Im not gonna waste them. Attitude, sense of urgency, follow schedule, Imma use everything in my daily activities!

This time, I know I will not fail. It's all in my mind!

Darkest moment

2011-03-09T16:56:00.007+08:00

Lets see how bad can it get.

At this moment, i'm thinking lots of stuffs. now that i'm this screwed up, without money and pride, and even lost almost all of my confidence, there is really nothing i can hope for anymore. i see friends feeling happy to see me screw up, i see some finally showing their true colors, lansiing and talking cock like they're fucking superior to me.

chillax, i don hate them. i understand well this is how it should work. this is reality.

however, there's still one, just one who hasn't given up on me, and this is the only thing thats preventing me from collapsing. i cannot fail her anymore and i know i must give her what she wants. no point being with me if i cant give her any shit.

SO, i'm going for the fucking intern during summer. i know its gonna be tough, but nothing can be worse than my current situation now. I'll fucking strive through this. and to all the fags out there who wish to see me screwed, laugh now while you still have the chance, you won't see it anymore.

IM SO FREAKING FAT NOW ARGHHH

Adios

2009-12-29T00:55:00.002+08:00

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It was really hard for me to say it.

Guess I am always lucky, both in life and casino, and the luckiest thing ever happened to me was knowing them. The girl who only thinks about how to help her boyfriend out all the time, and the emo guy who always asks tickloong to hang out no matter how many times he kena ffked, i am really touched.

For these 2 months, i've spent almost all of my time with them, mandy and yeeler, i have no regrets at all. just that, i'm losing a soulmate, and a veryvery best friend for a short while, and it was still very very hard for me to say

Goodbye..

please, take care.

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Secret

2009-10-19T20:47:00.004+08:00

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i have this secret, bout me and her. alot have happened. lots of quarrels. lots of jokes. lots of dramatic scenes. lots of money spent. lots of hugs. lots of kisses. lots of tears. it was really fun being with her, i loved my life. so what if we're some goddamnmothereffingkillers, i really loved her.

note: i used past tense. FML.

~bitches can never replace friends cause theres no true love =) ~
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Sorry

2009-06-16T04:24:00.003+08:00

just here to apologize. but for what? i also dono how to answer.

loongisstupid.

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1 Litre of Tears

2009-06-11T01:58:00.003+08:00

1 Litre of Tears? 1 Litre? please la it made me drop only few drops of tears okay? change the show name la.

for those who cried like this after watching the last episod:

such as LeeYeeLer, MargaretLauJiaSim, LeowAiKheng, screw you.

and for those who wanna laugh at me for watching this now, SHUTUP~~~~~

its a nice one anyway =) havent been so emo for quite a while and i kinda miss it.
THOUGH someone just told me that the actress acting as aya is a porn star and married some old guy disgusted me for abit, so what, i like porn stars what.

stop luring me into the love trap thing. i hate being in love and i JUST love freedom too much. abit too much.

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缘轩de璇

2009-06-07T16:37:00.003+08:00

后来，我选择离开。

‘对不起。’
再也简单不过的三个字，
便潇洒的走了。

眼泪很不争气地掉了下来。
忽近忽远、想见却不能见的心情，
谁能明白？

如果，对不起，
可以让你我都忘记我们之间的点滴。
可以，容许我再说一次对不起吗？

如果，对不起，
可以让你我都收拾心情继续过着自己的生活。
可以，容许我再说一次对不起吗？

如果，如果。。。对不起
可以让你们都忘记我曾经存在过。。
我可以，可以。。

可以不要说。。。对不起吗？

我抬头望，
终于看见当时的那片一望无际的天空。

只是，
我的蓝天白云，
终究是属于我一个人的。

我，永远，都只会是一个人。

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i-am-so-not-gonna-be-lifeless-anymore

2009-06-02T17:01:00.006+08:00

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finally finished my 3 weeks lifeless life and its time for me to wake up. online gaming is good once for a while i guess, and this one actually made me cried for abit when i made the decision to quit the game. so emo huh. seriously gotta get back to work and gao dim my stupid cal3 test1 tomorrow, know what till now i still know nothing about the subject since i skipped more than 70% of the classes. feel like flaming me?

then, as usual , i stalked carissa's blog again and found this personality thing and i think its quite true.

Im a groundbreaking thinker? @.@

Groundbreaking Thinkers are charming, enthusiastic persons. They really bubble over with energy and like to take centre stage. They love variety both professionally and privately. Groundbreaking Thinkers tackle changes consistently with their optimism and firm belief in their own abilities; they are always on the look-out for improvement possibilities. Their excellent communication skills are of great advantage to them here. They approach the world with curiosity and openness and master new situations with a great deal of talent for improvising and with resourcefulness. Their spare time is taken up with a large number of hobbies; most Groundbreaking Thinkers like to travel in order to gather as many different impressions as possible. This personality type is unbeatable at discovering new possibilities.

In their work, Groundbreaking Thinkers highly rate challenges and diversified tasks. They cannot stand routine and too detailed work. They love to astound others with bold ideas for an original, new project and then leave it up to the others to implement them. Hierarchies, rules and regulations arouse their opposition and they love outsmarting the system. It is vital to them that they enjoy their work; if this is the case, they quickly become pure workaholics. Their creativity best takes effect when they work independently; but they are very good at motivating others and infecting them with their optimistic nature. Conceptual or advisory activities appeal especially to Groundbreaking Thinkers. It can happen that some people feel somewhat duped by their flexible, spontaneous nature.

Their sociability and enterprise ensure that Groundbreaking Thinkers always have a large circle of friends and acquaintances in which activity plays an important role. As they are mostly in a good mood, they are popular and very welcome guests. Grumbling and peevishness are unknown to them. However, they do tend to be a little erratic and unstable when it comes to obligations and this makes them appear to be unreliable to some. Groundbreaking Thinkers are very critical and demanding when it comes to picking a partner because they look for the ideal relationship and have a very concrete picture of this ideal relationship. Mutual aims in life are very important to them. They do not like compromising and would rather remain alone. For the partner, it is often a challenge to have a long-term relationship with a Groundbreaking Thinker. Groundbreaking Thinkers need a lot of space and diversity or otherwise they become bored and feel cramped. Types who are rather more traditionalistic often have problems with the willingness of Groundbreaking Thinkers to take risks and their often crazy, spontaneous actions. However, if one can summon up sufficient flexibility and tolerance for them, one will never be bored in their presence and will always have a loyal and faithful partner.

click THIS for the test if u're so sien.

time to go mcd to study @.@ hope i don fail this subject darn.

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Yaki Yaki

2009-04-09T20:26:00.006+08:00

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it has been such a long time since i had a crazy day like this. it's a thursday and i didn't sleep for like at least 20 hours, just to study accounts because im gonna have my accounts' last test on that day. we planned to go for a buffet after my test in Yaki Yaki - the new japanese barbeque buffet restaurant =)

at first for this plan, ive already asked like...13 people to go with us. but sadly liwei's gang last minute ffk us ARGH. if liwei never go i don give a damn la, but may...shixian....aiyoh i rugi alot one mah. luckily sixuan and mandy still got go..they so damn leng lui woh, i still earn abit. 8 of us reached yaki yaki in kl there at about 3.30pm(original plan was 2.30pm). u know lah, theres alwiz someone whos late one.damn that guy who always make us late lah, damn dulan, if can, i seriously wanna make all the leng luis in the world kiss him. no ban fa hes just too handsome. 8 of us went.( mike, sayjong, tomi, tickloong, wenchao, sixuan, kar kheng, and mandy.

yaki yaki

the sashimis there are no match for the ones in tenji, but then i kinda liked the barbeque there. know why? the raw meats they give were just too big in size. just few slices and my stomach bengkak adi. we started everything by ordering 'give me 1 each for everything on the menu'(it was si xuan actually hahaha) then followed by mandy, ' give me 10 plates of raw beef! im serious okay?' for like about 3 or 4 times. who say girls cant eat one? go to hell.

they were like...just putting anything they saw onto the thing

check this out, mandy's 10 plates of raw beef meat!

these shits were damn delicious for your information, though its appearance sucks

they served fresh coconuts, different kinds of juices as drinks.

and some desserts. they have jellies, puddings, some 龟苓膏 and some nice ice creams ^^

imagine how chi gek was it. everyone was well- prepared before the buffet, not eating anything for the whole morning and afternoon, now here this is the reward, wahahahha.

we cooked too many meats until they have to change the THING (sorry for my limited vocabulary, oven? ).

thanks to mandy the camwhore, she took so many pictures for us so that i can crap more in this dead blog. after our eating session we started to blow water sambil camwhoring.

the three doggies(tomi , say jong, and mike)

see, wenchao has got boobs. don ever underestimate a boy when it comes to sexiness.

wenchao, tickloong the great and sixuan.

tickloong and his bitch, mike-the-shyboy.

sixuan and mandy.

wenchao, mandy and sixuan.

me, wenchao and sixuan. darn the wenchao being the stupid lightbulb. my sixuan larrr =\

then dono why and when, tomi suddenly just run back to the table and told us all, ' oi, come toilet, very interesting!' then the guys just jumped out and straight ran into the guy's toilet. now we know what the hell was so interesting in there. check this out.

there is an aircond inside the toilet!!!

so everyone just went in and chilled for quite a while...aircond is fantastic u know. until this happened....

look at the mirror, out of curiousity, mandy and sixuan actually came into the guy's toilet to check out why the hell we went in for so long and, trying to shoot the camera at us..omg hamsap hamsap. we actually chit chatted in the toilet for so long, WITHOUT NOTICING THAT THERE WAS A SECONDARY SCHOOL KID INSIDE ONE OF THE ROOMS. so when we noticed, we straight ran out from the toilet, then we immediately saw the secondary school kid came out from there also.

omg we scared him. XP

and as usual, this is what the girls usually do in the toilet. camwhoring again.

mandy and sixuan.

went out to take some rest. having a big stomach like sayjong's is torturous.

the gay gang. (tickloong, sayjong, mike, tomi) omg we seriously looked like some gangsters. wahahaha

a group photo before we left.

another one. omg i was damn fuckin yeng until i have to post it up here just to lansi. see, i looked just like one gangster dai lou, being in the middle. WA HA HA HA!

and just before i end this, just wanna furthermore tell u ppl what had actually happened inside the toilet. SOMEONE went into the toilet to bangsai. so i went in too and took just one shot of him. omg he looks seriously damn yeng. i know i have to surrender whenever i see this picture when it comes to yeng-ness.

i don think this is tomi la..how can tomi be so yeng?

later.

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男人最容易自作多情的5个事实

2009-04-08T18:05:00.002+08:00

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如果她有如下表现：

　　1、殷勤回复你的每一条短信

　　2、有事情的时候总是第一个找你帮忙

　　3、对你的一举一动表现出极大的关注

　　4、喜欢向你展示她最真实的一面

　　5、最关键的是：看着你的时候总是含情脉脉

　　……

　　你一定觉得她是无可救药地爱上你了吧？

　　你误会了！这可能说明她一点也不喜欢你！为什么呢？

　　原因如下：

　　1、假如她爱你，她应当犹犹豫豫地回复你的每一条短信。

　　假如她不假思索的迅速回复你，只能说明她其实并不在乎她的话语会给你留下怎样印象，她只是不想让你感觉出她的不耐烦。

　　2、假如她爱你，她应当在没有事情的时候来找你帮忙。

　　她会找一些无伤大雅的问题去缠着她所喜欢的人，这样既有了接近的借口，又不会显得自己很无知。当她真的面对困惑，她会先去征求她朋友的意见，而不愿意让喜欢的人看出她的无知与脆弱。

　　3、假如她爱你，她应当掩藏对你一举一动的关注。

　　当女孩产生了爱的情感，就会同时产生羞涩的情感，她会热切地关注你的言谈举止、喜怒哀乐，同时又会羞于表达，总是欲言又止。如果她不吝惜表达对你的关注之情，那就说明她并不爱你。

　　4 假如她爱你，她应当向你掩饰她的缺点。

　　男生可能更喜欢真实的女孩，可是女生却总是希望在心爱的男生面前表现出最完美的一面。许多恋爱中的女孩都会作出可爱的举动，用小鸟依人来博得男孩的欢心。如果她表现出难能可贵的爽朗、热情，显得特别的真诚，毫不矫情，那就说明她对你没意思。

　　5 最关键的是：总是含情脉脉地看着你。

　　她会经常含情脉脉地偷窥你。如果她没有偷偷注视你，只在应该看着你的时候才含情脉脉，那就只能说明她有男朋友了，而那个男人不是你！打个比方：没有生过孩子的女人多半讨厌小孩子，就像没有爱过的女生多半对男生凶神恶煞；生过孩子的女人对别人家的孩子也会表现出极大的热情，就像有了男朋友的女生也会对别的男生温柔一点；可是妈妈们没事儿只会瞪着自家的孩子乐，谁会没事儿老看着人家的孩子呢？那个只有在不得不看着你的时候才含情脉脉的女生么……

好了，我终于知道我是时候死心了。

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loong's philosophy and god

2009-04-07T06:28:00.004+08:00

just one small part of my philosophy assignment. my first time for writing such a long essay by my own =P

According to the notes given by our philosophy lecturer, Religion – Truth is already found. It is an attempt to live according to the so called ‘truth’ and to persuade others to do the same. Does religion really have the truth found? There are just too many religions and too many thoughts to consider, so which holds the ultimate truth? Since different religions have different thoughts, meaning most of the religions are thinking wrongly, and only one holds the ultimate truth, that is, if there is one. There isn’t even any proofs to prove that god really exist. Studying the secondary history of Islam I found out, the Nabi Muhammad went to some mountain for few months and then when he came back to the town, he claimed that he had received orders from the God, asking the people to obey what the God instructed, which was kind of ridiculous.

To me, religion is nothing more than a school that teaches us knowledge of ethics. Denying the existence of God, I never believed in religions. There is No GOD! Whenever people ask me how the world is formed, I’d say it’s because of some stupid collisions of the XXX in the universe, even if I had to answer ‘God’ ( no proofs though), I will still never believe in religions. Why? Its because that people always use their own thoughts to imagine God. Why does the God have to look similar as humans or animals? Why do we pray to God if He / She / It is not helping us in anything? The main thing is, if God Himself created the food chain, why would He protect humans, destroying the food chain concept, as humans are only one small group in the food chain? The standards for religion are meant only for humans. For example, a Christian told me something about spirit. To the Christians, only humans have spirits, but not animals. Why is it so? I find it hard not to smile at religion’s conceit that we’re superior to animals on the basis that we have souls and they don’t, when five minutes in a slaughterhouse would convince anyone that, if anything, it’s animals who have the souls and human beings who don’t. According to Charles Darwin, we, humans are evolved from apes, we are basically just some different species of apes! We are just slightly cleverer than the animals around us and the difference should be the size of brain but not the existence of spirit.

Besides that, does religion have to exist? To me, in the name of God (as a reason for people to join), religion only contributes in educating the people to be moral. As said by my Philosophy lecturer that evil is a part of perfection, if it is so then why is the religion trying to reduce evil? What’s bad of religion is that it actually also stops humans from seeking the ultimate truth. For example, when I was still young, a Christian persuaded me to join them. (In NS there was one who even threatened me to join Christian by saying,’ join Christian or you’re going to HELL!’) Whenever I asked some tricky questions that she could not answer, she would say, ‘Because I believe in God’. Curiosity is the only thing that is encouraging us to learn, and does blindly believing in something benefit us? In the other hand, is religion even necessary for us? Why can the animals survive without religion but we, the humans cannot?

Does religion found the ultimate truth? To be curious, if ultimate truth is already found, then why are things like science, philosophy still necessary? If people have already found the truth, why do people still strive so hard to earn money for living? Why do scientist still working so hard to invent new products if the truth is already found? Furthermore how can the philosophers seek out so many doubtful points from the truth that is already been found? Besides religions just cannot prove their theory to be the truth. Religions just simply created a belief and persuade the people to think like them. Is it that easy for people to know the ultimate truth? According to the Plato’s Cave, even if one day that the ultimate truth is found, will humans be contented? Will they accept the ultimate truth? There was a book I read when I was 14. The author is a doctor, and he mentioned something like: If one day, human found out that humans can be created by using some scientific formula, for example, if humans can be formed by mixing breads, water, milk and some eggs, and IF that’s the ultimate truth, will people accept it? People only tend to know what is beneficial to them and they are trying to make themselves special, the Christians’ talks about human soul but not animal explain it, humans are just trying to be special, not knowing how tiny are them compared to the world.

Craps.

FREEDOM

2009-03-14T21:07:00.004+08:00

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ever since the midterms X 3 and assignments X 2 for this week are all done, and whole family went for some 环游世界 trip, i stay at home for few days, refusing to go out. wondering, just a few days ago i was still so desperate to leave my stupid house and go dota gao gao. then why after all that, now i am still here watching howimetyourmother-season2?

ive been watching E.U. since this morning 9am till now 9.30pm, even dinner i had yeeler to da bao for me, and i notice this is what i have been looking for....

FREEDOM!!!

wahahahhaha...finally theres no one at home to ask me to study and stop me from watching porn~!!!! thank god i love my life sooooo much XD

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: - >

2009-03-05T01:40:00.007+08:00

ive got one extra ticket and im giving no one, for this purpose..

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this will do, i guess.

(and a rm56 batkutteh for 2 persons called it a day)

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孙燕姿爱情证书

2009-02-11T02:58:00.005+08:00

一首超旧的歌。。不过我喜欢啊，吹啊？

寂寞当然有一点
你不在我身边
总是特别想念你的脸
距离是一份考卷
测量相爱的誓言
最后会不会实现
我们为爱还在学
学沟通的语言
学著谅解学著不流泪
等到我们学会飞
飞越黑夜和考验
日子就要从孤单里毕业

我们用多一点点的辛苦
来交换多一点点的幸福
就算幸福还有一段路
等我们学会忍耐和付出
这爱情一定会有张证书
证明从此不孤独

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Cameron Highlands Trip

2009-02-04T16:59:00.006+08:00

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went for this trip about 2 months ago, sorry for posting it late as i just got the photos from yeeler. still remember that time i actually called few form6 people out to yum cha. but all of them cant, since they have just finished their stpm and have their own plans. so, heard from lilin that her class was going to cameron as class trip.

i immediately called my two kakis, yeeler and kok yuen, to go cameron with me, since i havent gone for a trip for quite a long time liao. i still remember the conversation was something like this:

loong: oi, tomorrow free anot? we go cameron.
yeeler: wa u serious? how many days? with who?
loong:how many days ah, dono leh, 2 gua? with who, see kokyuen wanna go anot lo, if he cannot then two of us go lo.
yeeler:ok.

and too bad, kok yuen cudn't go. sad case.

then the next day 7.30am lidat i reach yeeler house.

yeeler: u know how to go cameron anot?
loong: dono wo.

yeeler: omg. check now la.

then we googled the best route to take to reach there. it took us few hours to reach there, yeeler din let me speed on the highway la. i very sad la.

called jo ann, the organiser of the f6 trip to inform them that two of us are coming. since the f6 ppl haven't reached yet, so we paktoh a while sin at the waterfall and had breakfast in a small town.

finally reached cameron after a few hours of driving.

sohai, came so far just to see this waterfall?

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called soon hong then. was asking him where were they, soon hong said, ' bukit...bukit kencing..oh no,bukit kencang!' i was soooo confused by that time and i had to ask the local ppl there one by one, then only i know its neither kencing nor kencang, its bukit brinchang.. =.=" finally got there and found the u6s gang. we walked all the way passing few mountains.. yeah good way to lose weight.

bukit brinchang

strawberries?

the u6s

they stopped and rest for every few minutes of walk. omg how to gam fei la lidat ppl

mistttt.

yeeler, eeping and dono who la.

we've actually walked for 6 hours, seriously wan cause there was nothing better to do in cameron..don EVER go cameron unless ur mouth gatal wanna try their strawberries out

sohai? sohai not?

then when the f6 ppl and us walking back down to their bus and my car, soon hong came and talked to us.

eh tick loong, can you and your fren go find ur own things to do tonight ah?
huh?

no la, my frens abit boh song u and ur fren came to kacau our trip lo..
...

and later u sleep our place, makan our stuff, not so good lo.
errr...we..........

then yeeler pulled me away liao and left them straight. @.@ please la, i dono what did i do to them to make them so boh song me? and i told them me and yeeler open one room, and makan also we're gonna pay wan ma. wtf man. CHS u6s - sohais.

so after leaving them, yeeler and me went pasarmalam there makan here makan there lidat. eh their strawberry in choc very nice lo =) found a very cheap and nice hotel for us to stay. check this out. rm80, two big beds for only two of us. good la got place for us to play guitar liao.

our room

view in the midnight in cameron.

went out and had a walk in the midnight, till about 3am lidat only we reached the hotel. before going to sleep , i told yeeler some ghost stories ( since the surroundings very ngam ), first he wanted to share bed with me, the excuse was the bed too big? then i kept on talking about the ghost, till he got pissed off. hahaahaha YEELER IS AFRAID OF GHOST~~~~~! he actually switched on the light and warned me not to switch it off till he sleep. so that night i slept at 4 or 5, just to wait him sleep first, pity me..

the second day , we actually decided to go home straight wan. then we saw the directory board saying ipoh is nearby, so we changed our mind and headed to ipoh to try out the food there. yeeler called his ipoh fren, Jao. he brought us to try out the famous chicken rice and the tau fu fa in ipoh. know what, i didn't believe the rumours saying that ipoh got alot of leng luis wan, until that day, Jao brought us to his GIRL friends and intro us to them.

wa, staying in ipoh is so xing fu. we went to the ipoh shopping mall to walk walk, then we met a girl, a PRETTY one. and i was repeating 'ohmygod-shes-so-pretty' all the time, so they dared me to find out her name and ask her for her hp number..and dono why dat time i so gila, and i was too nervous, so it was something like this...

hey, may i have your EMAIL NUMBER? (ohmygod i was fucking nervous)
errr...(smile) so do you want my EMAIL , or my HANDPHONE number?

(face red) err...if can then gimme both la.
lol. here you go.

and wats ur name ah? u're so pretty la XP
mei sin.

lol and dats how i completed my task! after a week only she found out im not from ipoh, through sms and msn. and in that ONE day my handphone contact got extra 3 girls' contacts liao. we reached home at 1am lidat...what an adventure..wahahahaha

sad to say but that was my FIRST TIME...makanin big apple's donuts..in ipoh somemore. sohai la

Jao and his chick

omg i love ipoh xp

心。声。

2009-01-28T03:47:00.002+08:00

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夜，静得能听见自己心跳的声音。方才的热闹早已不再。

此时此刻，头脑里闪过的镜头像是一部加快播放的影片。想着我就这样的在INTI待了一年了、时间跑得超乎想象的快。看来再不用多久，我就会死了吧。

常常在想

怎么那么巧

每次终于对某些事、某些人有了干劲的时候，就会立即遇到挫折。

失败

学业、减肥、吉他、甚至恋爱亦是如此。

这里是希望的墓地

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给愚昧的读者们

2009-01-26T23:46:00.003+08:00

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本少爷在此谢谢大家长久以来的那像父母般的爱戴、狗那般的忠心、以及把我当神来拜般的支持。

因此，祝读者们过个快乐的农历新年啦。

谁叫我dailou, 本少爷会考虑派红包的呵呵呵!

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离别

2009-01-20T02:04:00.003+08:00

终于，他也离开了。

我常常很羡慕别人能提着箱子，飞了、走了，头也不回。

却忘了，这个箱子

在行走之前，反反复复，不知装卸了多少次。

p.s. 我也很想念你们啦。。。

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祝我生日快乐

2009-01-17T02:15:00.003+08:00

啊啊啊~~生日给我来个头痛。。唉 , 过的还真不是滋味。。=')

不过还是谢谢朋友们的祝福啦。。真的使我有点感动啦。。尤其是那些从外国拨电话来的人，我看到号码时已经是ＯＭＧ　ＯＭＧ　ＯＭＧ　了啦！　谢谢啦 ^^　感激感激！

...

发现到许多陌生的号码都只会在今天打来，　那些好久没联络的朋友都会至少寄个短讯来，　要不就在ｍｓｎ陪我说个一两句。　其实如果他们每天都像这样，聊聊，保持联络那不就很好吗？　看下，虽说是死党，　不过我真的好久没看到他们了。他们是谁？　庆邦，harry, kenny　全都到哪里去了？就连今天这对我来说蠻重要的日子，我想找他们来聚聚都这么难。　

我就

只是想见见你们嘛。。

好了，深夜，十二点早已过了，再也没有人会祝我了吧。

祝我自己生日快乐。

。

妹妹的作品

^^

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Tenji , Solaris

2009-01-15T19:36:00.006+08:00

yesterday, when we were in Blitzone damansara, trying out the new game - Left 4 Dead, Mike received one email advertising the new japanese buffet, TENJI in Solaris, mont kiara. it is said that the promotion lasts till today only , so we decided to go mont kiara to walk walk. i din know much about mont kiara, other than its a rich ppl's area.

we finished our class at 10am, then wasted some time on dota, then about 12pm lidat we go mont kiara by mike's and say jong's cars. so unfortunately we saw this on the board.

and besides this notice, there were actually 20 to 30 people lining up to reserve = =

imagine how boh song were we...came from subang to mont kiara just for the buffet, argh! so i used my hamsap tactics to goda the workers there, so that they can let us squeeze in. and i succeeded wahahaha. sometimes too yeng is like this wan. sorry la people. they decided to let us in later.

our strategy for the buffet was, not eating anything for whole morning and afternoon, so that we can fully utilize the money we paid XP basically i think the food are fresh and tasty enough, since i havent been to jogoya YET(sadly), i cant give any comment. our strategy worked well. we makan like we havent makan for 1 month. check this out.

just the first half hour we've oledi drunk this much.

say jong and tomi.

the environment was okay. compared to inside, outside is so much better because of the wind =)

the oysters. hahaha we were so enjoyed eating oysters, but only tomi couldn't tahan the smell and he almost vomitted hahaha. i ate 3 of them XP

the chocolate fountain for people to dip the strawberries

the smokers..im becoming one, too =.="

rm43 per pax. just to lansi you people as the promotion has already ended. hate me?

working life for one month

2009-01-12T18:53:00.007+08:00

errr sorry lah for writing about this now. im so slow right? no ban fa la i was too poor to get a laptop and an internet.. =( since my parents were mumbling 24-7-365 to paksa me go work. so i had to work lor. so this will be something like a lesson to teach you how to earn rm1400 using the easiest method.

firstly i called my previous boss, the fujifilm sohai boss to let me work on only weekends during december. and that earned me about rm400 . then after coming back with yeeler from cameron trip i continued working as fujifilm promoter in pcfair dec2008 for 3 days. rm600 from there.

oh ya, know what, i kinda boh song their uniforms in pcfair. omg. how the hell can they wear so sexy , and why the hell the girls in fujifilm cant?? eh know what thats so so so unfair! they're sama sama girls ma. they shouldn't discriminate fuji girls no 身材 de ma! so bad la this society.

it was kinda lucky for me to have so many friends working in pc fair to kill away the boredom lol. nah, lazy type liao la. just sit diam diam and look at the pictures la.

KLCC

me and sixuan in the lrt. eh shes the camwhore la, not me.

the Fujis.

omg so damn secocok...feel like crying adi :'(

It was seriously one of the luckiest thing for me to see jennifer my muimui over there ^^

sam's bf, sam, jen, and my 情敌, simon.

OUCH~

see, who dares to dare tickloong? simon dare'd me to go steal balloon from her and take photo with her, and i did.

now, check out their uniform.

AND~~~~ TA DAAAA~!

no la not this la this is my fren harry working as izzit promoter.

see? fuji girls have to wear like this..damn la fuji very kesian la.

and so thats it for pc fair. jennifer then asked me to work with her in one telemarketing company, IDC. for a week. errr this is the first time im working in an office, and this is also the first time i feel sooo sien working. my stupid boss wanted us to call the people in the database to invite them to some events organised by that goddamned toshiba. it sounds easy right? i thought so also, but i actually had to make some calls to the Tan Sri Datos to invite them to the event. and 90% of the calls would have to speak to their secretaries somemore.(some have charming voices though XP) 400 bucks from IDC.

my seat

p.s. this might be the last time i work in malaysia. sadly. =(

BACK

2009-01-12T14:12:00.003+08:00

yeah, im finally back, using my own laptop, blogging again. though i still dont have my own connection YET, i am stealing my neighbours' wireless connection, doesn't sound like a bad idea right?

bought this laptop during the pc fair 2008, though it gave me alot of trouble getting it. firstly because my parents were kinda busy to go to pc fair to buy it for me, so i had to make kokyuen's dad to pay me the deposit first. and the promoter told us, ' u can get the laptop anytime within two weeks.' and so, i went to take the laptop after 1 week. and made a call when we're gonna reach. the conversation was something like this:

loong: hey wheres your company?

customerserviceguy: its at XXXX

loong: okay im reaching, do you have the laptop with you now?

customerserviceguy: errrr, wait, let me check , whats the model?

loong: XXX.

customerserviceguy: sorry it has not arrived, yet.

loong: but your promoter told us to get it within two weeks? (kinda pissed off cause we came
from so far to pavilion)

customerserviceguy: sir don't you understand english? now its only the second week.

loong: so you can't differentiate meaning of 'after' and 'within'? please , why did they hire you?

customerserviceguy: ( now hes so pissed off ) sir you know you are being so rude? !@#$%^&*

followed by me returning all the papamama regards to him.

nah, ignore it. so this is the laptop im using. omg im loving ASUS man...though its kinda slow compared to my previous dell, im fine with the graphics and the functions =)

ASUS F8 series

know what because of this thing, my december salary = 0 as i have to pay back to my mum =(
rm3788

okay, so its time for guitar again =)

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update update update

2008-12-14T01:09:00.002+08:00

haven logged in friendster for quite a long time adi huh. as usual i viewed her page again. why, it hurt last time everytime i viewed her page, but not this time. i don feel and think that much this time, other than ' why the hell is she showing off her ugly short boyfriend like showing her grandpa to everyone?'

her grandpa.

ok sorry for not blogging for quite a while. just an emo post to show that im trying to find some time to update my stupid dead blog. ive actually planned to kacau catholic's stpm students since they have just finished their final exams. thought that it would be a very happy one, it is, just that its not because of seeing the f6's. will blog about the trip soon after i get the photos from yeeler.

omg. yeeler i love u so much. XP

what happened to me lately? ive actually found my dream girl but i was just too stupid. maybe i thought too much. considering too much? well, maybe i am regretting now for missing such a good opportunity but i think i might be happy later on because ive done a good deed for not kao~ing despo ppl. aih you can just skip this part u know. just one question for all of you, should i like someone who has just broke up with her ex? i mean, should i start kaoing her just after her break up? sigh if i do, errr, ill feel kinda weird wan. i mean i don like doing that la. but if i dont, actually, i DIDN'T. and dats why im regretting now. aih.

omg pc fair is like a heaven to me you know. high pay, good commission, good looking girls, sexy uniforms. omg im loving it.

leng lui? leng lui not?

and, thanks kok yuen and yee ler, for accompanying me and helping me so much in this holiday. i appreciate it. i really do. :')

NOW this is holiday

2008-11-30T19:43:00.003+08:00

i actually worked two days and so san fu only earned this rm150. and gone in 3 days.. =.="

27th nov 2008

wei wei ajak~ed me, wen chuan and kah yan to go semenyih to visit her. as usual i woke up late again. i woke up at 11.30am which was 1 hour late and i thought wen chuan should be damn pissed off adi wan. luckily, because kah yan was in chuan's car also and he had to act like a gentleman, so he din scold anything lo. knowing him for so long, i know if i do something lidat he should be sending regards to my parents adi wan. then i asked yee ler to come also since he had our salary with him.

the luckiest thing ever happened in my life is getting to know lee wen chuan. why? because i finally got to know someone who can drive so sohai on highway. he was actually driving 150km/h on the highway and potong ppl also 120 km/h. and because of that, we were stopped by a white colour moving toll. ppl usually call them 'mata'. rm50 gone case, divided by 5 of us.

finally reached nottingham in semenyih. wah nottingham is kinda yeng place leh. i seriously felt like straight switch to nottingham there because i saw some ducks on a big lake in the university. eh how good if i study there, i can eat roast duck everyday for free.

after that we went kajang for sateh. kajang sateh very nice meh? who say wan? i don think so at all la i think the ice kacang nicer lol. after that we went back to wei wei's house to chill for a while. then i cannot tahan wasting time at one's house one, so we went to midvalley to walk walk. again, here i have to praise wen chuan. u know garden's parking ah, you need to turn circles to reach different floors wan. and there, wen chuan showed his car sliding skills again. and this made me to makan kah yan and wei wei's taufu. eh chuan, thanks so much lar.

in gardens me, yeeler and kah yan went sing k. too bad la chuan and weiwei wanna pak toh. we 3 don wan to be lamppost ma mai go sing k loh. this is the second time i sing k in this week = = two times also with yee ler. know what, i broke a glass in the karaoke. and the glass of water right, KAH YAN DRANK BEFORE WAN LA!!! damn.. why i so damn stupid wan. suan liao luckily they din kira us money for the glass lol. eh but gardens redbox not bad la. quite nice =)

after that is pasar malam in OUG. its a thursday so of cos must go see see la. too bad today raining. first time felt pasar malam so sien. raining is bad. then yee ler wanted to show how rich he was again.

'loong, today we makan, don see price!'
'no problem'

dats it for today. rm50 gone.

28th nov 2008

today i promised kenneth mow to go find some job to do so that we don have to stay at home everyday thinking of what to do ma. kenneth mow called me at 10.15am and said he gao dim adi waiting for me only. then i went to his house at 12pm. wah hes the first one never send regards to my papa mama wan. love him so much.

reached midvalley to look for some part time job. but u know la, we're gonna work for one month only. of course very hard to get la. i called wei wei see whether shes nearby midvalley anot cause i was actually so f*ckin hungry adi. lucky la she pak toh with wen chuan in gardens. then we went to a hongkong restaurant in LG of gardens to makan. kena tipu adi makan one wan tan mee costed me rm25. then wei wei and wen chuan teman us go find job for whole day worr so good ^^ then we so ngam saw kah yan in borders again and we were actually there to ask for vacancy = = now this is you yuan.

one thing i must said bout this is. i went to the same shop to ask for job TWICE. i actually went into the 'threepointsix' shop to ask for job and got rejected for the first time. then i forgot that ive gone in to ask before, when the 2nd time i went in, they ask me, ' i tot u came in and asked before?' alamak how stupid can i be lar tick loong????

people, do it. say loong is stupid.

at night i went to celebrate my UTAR's fren koo woon hon with our noob gang again, not to mention of course weiwei and wen chuan were there also la. just like last time, we painted koo's car using toothpaste and got scolded by the securities in one U. then we went to one restaurant in ss2 to makan. i actually bought a cake for woon hon as surprise. then because we were too late to makan there and they dowan to keep the cake adi, they took it out and give me back, saying 'this is ur cake right? sorry we cant keep it anymore we're closing' surprise gone. = =

rm50 gone again.

29th nov 2008

went with yee ler to lowyat redbox to meet jennifer with her friends(apple, carmen and one more forgot name paiseh) to sing K. now, this is the 3RD time i sing K with yeeler this week. yeeler and i were so damn excited u know. to sing k with 4 girls, the ratio is damn nice leh. we were one hour late and don blame me this time. because of yee ler la, he forgot to call me on time XP

sampai karaoke liao they were actually singing happily adi. too bad i sakit kerongkong adi cant sing alot =( after sing k, had a lunch with them then bai bai d.

another rm50 gone.

3 days = rm150. i pokai d la.

现在...

2008-11-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

現代人汲汲營營, 總是想要抓住些什麼.

不在手的, 彷彿就不是真的, 就沒有價值了.

人說, 看不見, 怎麼去相信?

握不住的, 怎麼知道重量?

于是

报酬比感恩重要;

眼淚比難過重要;

禮物比祝福重要;

身體比靈魂重要;

美麗比善良重要;

懲罰比原諒重要;

電話比溝通重要.

那

人類? 生命? 哪一个重要?

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改變

2008-11-22T19:58:00.002+08:00

怎麼, 感覺周圍的人都不自覺的在改變呢.

回想起蠻久以前都是周围的朋友们遇到困难需要些支持,安慰

怎么,到了现在

根本就没有我出场的份儿啊.

不是我想诅咒附近的人快点面对麻烦让我做救星啦.

只是

大家都好像长大了哦 =)

呵呵. 我老啦.

damn it you thief wan steal the laptop just steal la. why steal my HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER??? now mike lansi me adi la =(

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最佳女朋友

2008-11-09T19:12:00.002+08:00

不會對我有太多的要求。對我有要求是好事，但要求太多的話就會形成一種壓力，如果我承受不了這種壓力，我就會去找另一個不會給我壓力的。

不必要有孫燕姿般甜美的笑容，只要每個笑容都是發自內心，不虛偽做作就好。

在街上看到性感的美女會叫你一起欣賞。

會講一點日語，會在早上用高八度的音調對我說：“噢~嗨~唷!"，讓我精神百倍。會在臨睡前在我耳邊輕聲的說句：“干巴爹~“讓我不想去睡。

在我的經濟能力的範圍之內，我是絕對願意去滿足妳購物的慾望，我只希望她購買的東西，它的實用價值能和它的價格成正比。

心地善良，略帶孩子氣，保留一點可愛的童真。但不會把你的車廂都放滿Hello Kitty。

不追求名牌，穿衣有自己的風格和品味。對制服有特殊愛好，喜歡在你面前扮演護士，而不是扮演貞子。

疼愛你的家人，和他們關係融洽，你母親甚至不准你跟她分手。

熱愛音樂，唱歌動聽，新歌一學就會，不會只懂得唱「老鼠愛大米」。

不介意你有很多豬朋狗友，亦不介意你有更多的異性朋友。

她深受你親朋好友的喜愛，他們想見她多過於想見你。

不會追問你的行蹤，但每個深夜你回到家時你都會看見她睡在沙發上等你。

喜歡哼著歌，帶著幸福的笑容，細心的替你收拾房間。

睡覺時喜歡你從後面抱著她，直到她入睡為止，因為她覺得很有安全感。

不介意你會一無所有，她只希望這輩子能和你同甘共苦。

她愛你更多于她愛她自己。

會臉紅，因為我覺得這年頭還懂得臉紅的女生好像越來越少。當然，整天喝醉酒的那些不算。

簡簡單單，擁有單純的心態和帶點傻氣，對人沒有太多的心機和計算，一切簡簡單單就好。

当然,所谓最佳的通常都是得不到的.

並不是使用自己的電腦,所以總是覺得怪怪的. 超討厭打繁體字的說!

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bad luck

2008-11-04T01:31:00.003+08:00

sigh...house kena broke in yesterday and my laptop got stolen.

don think ill be onlining for a few more weeks.

see ya

ps: in ftz now.

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报应

2008-11-01T20:18:00.003+08:00

我相信因果报应，天理循环。

人类一定会为自己所种下的惡果和犯下的劣行，

而得到应有的报应。

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游戏

2008-10-28T04:19:00.003+08:00

真的还蛮久没写华语了呢。 =)

地铁里。

“不如我们來玩個缘份的游戏好不好？”她兴致勃勃的问他。
"妳喜欢玩就玩吧！”。
“那好，等下到了商场，我们就各走各的，看一小時內我们能不能遇见，如果我们能遇见，那就证明我们很有缘！”

她完全沒有察觉到他那不耐烦的表情。

．．．．．

他当然沒有心情去陪她玩這种无聊的游戏。

他坐在咖啡屋的角落，等待一小時的過去，心中盤算着的是如何跟她提出分手。

想到入神的他，沒有察觉到窗外那热闹喧哗的商场裡，

有个他熟悉的身影不停的在那些商店裡進進出出，四处張望，

脸上充滿慌張，焦急不安的神情在每個角落寻寻觅觅．．．

．．．．．

有些人，也許永远都不会知道自己在別人心目中所占的位置，是可以那麼的重要。

爱情，对一些人來說只是男女之间一場遊戏，

只是,有的人会玩得比较认真而已．．．

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the 8 weeks

2008-10-25T14:59:00.004+08:00

here is one summary for my last 8 weeks(one short sem) in inti subang for 2008.

ART105

50% attendance. 25% dota & 25% sleeping at home. (cannot wake up la everyday 8am = =)

CSC101

30% attendance for tests and assignments only. 70% dota.

what did i learn for this whole sem?

art105
1) to finish my test in the shortest time and save some time to yum cha
2) to enlarge picture using photostat machine
3) to consult a lecturer
4) old men are hard to layan
5) to check my marks very carefully when an old dumb lecturer marks my paper
6) and how to paint this thing ( wan me to teach you? just paint as much layer as u can then that old fag will praise you for the whole semester. )

don laugh if u still wanna keep ur ass clean.

csc101
1) how to copy answers during tests
2) how to sleep in class
3) how to present without any preparation
4) what excuse to give to ponteng a class
5) hot chicks are damn stupid

OTHER BENEFITS

loong is now damn pro in dota.
snooker pro until hurt his fingers.
better time management. last time late 1 hour now late half an hour.

END

ps. stop dota la.

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sorry

2008-10-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

sorry la. since i havent touched this blog for quite a while.so don blame me for writing so much la. hands gatal adi lol.

about deleting the blog wan. sorry la because of some reason, i actually decided to stop blogging because of SOME REASONS adi wan..too bad now ive changed my mind. i still need this blog to gao dim the SOME REASONS.

hmmm...just wanna tell a girl that im so sorry for hurting her...i was soooo stupid to do that. SIGH!
have been thinking and regreting these days but just don't know the best way to express it..i have no idea what can i say now actually, i say wat also sounds like excuse and seems very fake one la...suan le bah. anyway i don care la, sound fake also must say wan la. im not good at apologizing and tam people la. talk crap keng la. actually i don really mean it la.. i don even care even if i need to pay ma. i got money ma, scared wat. lol LANSi. but it was nice going out with her, happy ma..so i don wanna lose such a fren just because of this small conflict loh..i rugi alot one de leh you know.. and she so leng lui, who would care to pay for her? die for her also can laaaaa~~!

screwed up that day in ming tin food court. thought that if i have chance to see her then can apologize wan. never knew that she see also dowan see me.know i yong sui la. howTF was it possible for me to say sorry la..SAD =( and so when i reached home, i sent that message just to gek her to reply me loh...at least let her scold abit also 心安 abit ma..but she didn't. aih im such a loser.

if she can be so ngam that day to view my blog, hope so ngam she'll view it this time again lar..at least im just spilling out what im thinking lar..sorry so much..

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24. OCT

2008-10-24T22:03:00.003+08:00

today. my last day having class in INTI college for year 2008, huh.

what a tragedy.

life has become so much more happening than last time. thanks to my new sohai friends, mike, mr say jong, and tomi.

friendship forever. =)

addicted

2008-10-24T21:04:00.002+08:00

of?

sometimes i just feel sooooo good reading her blog. though its not like shes my prey or what la, dono why everytime after reading her blog, ill become very happy wan. yalo. why leh harh. she very pretty meh, she IS cute la. hmmm. my type also ma. no body nevermind wan ma. personality nice also. hmmm...can think think liao lol. omg out of topic adi.

she can crap alot la. i prefer to read those happy de blog wan loh. those emo wan, go die la, read to make sendiri down meh sohai.

thanks girl. because of you, it seems like i can have a good sleep tonight... =)

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what a good news

2008-10-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

im gonna delete this blog.

happy leh. =)

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Tagged by carene

2008-10-11T12:22:00.002+08:00

THE SELF
[01] Real name: Leow Tick Loong
[02] Nickname: sifat loong
[03] Married: no
[04] Zodiac Sign: capricorn
[05] Gender: male
[06] Age: 19
[07] High school: Catholic High school
[08] College: INTI College Subang Jaya
[09] Height: 175++ ?(last time i measured my height is when i was form4)
[10] Weight: 65
[11] Do you like yourself: not really. i hate dogs.
[12] Piercings: wanted to pierce one side of my ears but mummy don let =(
[13] Right or left: right
[14] Are you a freak: an insane one.
[15] Hair: black
[16] Skin: dark
[17] Allergic: nope
[18] What are you doing now: writing you la dumbass.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: go yee ler's house for guitar lesson
[20] What will you do 10 years later: buy all the hotels in malaysia.

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with : parents and siblings.
[22] Siblings(included you): 4
[23] Eldest: brother, larry.
[24] Youngest: sis, kheng.
[25] Love/hate your family: ma ma dei gua =)

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: nope
[27] If yes, who is he/she: too bad
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: a girl gua.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: hmm. 1 or 2 gua?
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): lol im a guy la, of coz i did la. 2.
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): 2 la if don include rumours.
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: yeap, ex la.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: too selfish.
[34] Ever argue with your other half: quite alot.
[35] You with your other half since: -
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: wtf is lesbo, straight la.
[37] Reasons you love your other half: -
[38] You and your other half in which stage: -
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: -

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend : primary forgot adi, if secondary, should be zenon and wen xiang.
[42] Your first enemy: chuah shang yang.
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): lol...quite alot woh =P
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): no more.
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: = = , my current target carissa gua HAHAHA
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: hmm.i dono how to rate a guy handsome anot one woh.
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: bitches.
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Kiasu type.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: nope.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: nope.
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: then hes not my friend anymore.
[52] If your friend betray you: many did. but i think im too soft-hearted adi =.=
[53] If your friend woo your lover: give him la.
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: see who is she la haha.
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: just tell her straight la. best fren ma =)

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: NEVER
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: NEVER
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: none?
[59] Always late to school/college: always
[60] Your class: csc101 and art105
[61] You love your seniors: nope lol.
[62] Seniors who you love the most: no la.
[63] Your classmates good/bad: its getting better compared to last time =)
[64] Excellent result classmate: hmm.jon goh sohai, zenon, alot la lazy to list out.
[65] Laziest classmate: no one can be as lazy as me lol.
[66] Smart people: a lot.
[67] Stupid people: check this out www.loongisstupid.blogspot.com
[68] Good looking people: got money = good looking
[69] Ugly people: no money = ugly
[70] Funny people: alot la.
[71] Cute people: lol. carene!!
[72] Bad people: those who play dota are bad. im a bad kid.
[73] Honest people: say jong, mike, tomi, alot la how to list all
[74] Acting people: don feel like mentioning.
[75] You are what kind of people: like to talk crap, never serious, playful.

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: hugs bah
[78] Shorter or taller: taller
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: arms
[81] Listener or Talker: talker ^^
[82] Romantic or rich: rich
[83] Good wife or good mom: good mom! wife doesn't have to be good wan ekekekek

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 30
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 11 to form a football team.
[86] Career: hotel owner.
[87] Salary: 0 also no prob. can go hotel for free woh, who dowan?
[88] Retirement age: 35 though i know its impossible lol
[89] Properties value: as much as i can get la
[90] Wishes: hope..people will still remember to ask me out for gatherings even when i get old.

THE VICTIMS
[91] Li Wei
[92] Kenny & Yan
[93] Mei Shan
[94] Yit Tze
[95] Zi Hong
[96] Meng Jin
[97] Li Xien
[98] Si Xuan
[99] Jun Hau
[100] Jun Horng

i don care.

2008-10-09T17:02:00.004+08:00

hmm.

'saw ur ex in the col today'
'eh u know ur ex is now doing XXX'
'she looks cute'
'shes a bitch'
'her current bf is damn ugly'

shut the fuck up.

do i look like i still give a fuck?

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update

2008-09-26T00:21:00.004+08:00

im in my short semester now. so its like all the assignments are squeezed into 7 weeks so ive been rushing all the stupid assignments. shit,i need a break pls...

alot of things have changed lately. many friends have left, many are leaving. zenon, brandon, chee chung, yan sheng and many more that i don wanna mention their names. oh ya. even yit tze aka my daughter have already left a few days ago. i couldn't even wish her before she left... darn. everyone just left without telling me huh..im not a nice friend, am i? im very sorry, tze. =(

people around me can become emo for small things huh. sometimes when they tell me they're emo~ing, i felt nothing, but curiousity. why the hell would he or she be emo~ing? why don't they just find something to do to keep themselves busy? stop emo~ing la people. theres one friend of mine who likes to think a lot. she is currently feeling so sad, thinking that her good friend STOLE her guy from her. i think you're only thinking too much. just forget about the guy and step on la haiyoh. seeing you like this in college i also tak bersemangat one leh.

this is a despo season. sometimes its just funny to see your friends to suddenly become a completely different person just because he or she is pak toh~in. omg. darn. almost everyone around me has a girl or guy to kao, or at least, someone to love. but i just don'tttt!!!! please.. im also despo wan la u know but i just dont find anyone ngam one..shit im gonna become a gay. there is one friend of mine who always talks bad about a girl in front of me, and now he's after the girl, kaoing her. swt. i don mind la okay but now i feel like im the only one left out. lol.

studies? oh ya. im taking art and csc101(about computer wan) this semester. know what, the csc test 1, ALL of us were actually copying answers from each other and from the book. i think thats the funniest test that i ever had hahaha.

lecturer: 'eh why u copy his answer'
girl : 'i wanna check whether he got copy my answer anot'

oh my god i was laughing like dog man hahahahaha. love the class so much =)

ok enough of crap.
before sleep, just wanna thank yee ler for giving me the guitar tabs ^^

everyone, night.

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Langkawi Trip

2008-09-25T00:38:00.001+08:00

though this trip is one month ++ ago liao, but still worth it to post wan. later you'll know why.
the date is 25th august. wanna know why suddenly will go langkawi? dono one or two days before that, one friend just ask me to go langkawi play. and he say all the plans are well made. can surely make me play happy happy gao.

25th morning, dono what day liao, they ask me to go kl central to meet them. i still remember that day 12am - 3am yee ler still in my house, playing guitar + keng gai. i din even know who is going also dat time. then i saw jia yang and zack a.k.a the legendary fei hai in the mc donald, kl central. then later only jon and kye le sampai. i was actually thinking , omg...this trip sure very sien la, 4 guys 1 girl woh. nvm ill give the only girl to them la. girl go there kao can adi. then, all reach kl central adi right? zack a.k.a. the fei hai, also the organiser, says everything is well planned. so we go take the LRT to pasar seni. he say need to take bus there oh. ' wah zack can plan, man. '

then when we reach pasar seni. he asks the rest of us ,

HOW TO GO TO THE PUDU BUS STATION AH?

then only i know this trip is gonna be very fucked up. reach bus station, the original plan was to take bus to somewhere near alor setar one. but got no tickets left woh? how?

'pergi pulau pinang dulu la, pulau pinang pun ade feri pergi pulau langkawi la'

a chinese speaking malay to us.

i whispered ' sohai cannot speak mandarin ah, im chinese la. not malay, not indian, not chindian!!!' then we took the sohai bus, paid rm30++. (lol in the bus, kye le and jon so damn close lo. the fei hai kept taking photos of them wakkakaa. new couple in inti subang jaya huh)

then after few hours we reach penang liao, wah damn happy loh. finally sampai somewhere adi. at this rate if cannot reach langkawi also can chill in penang ma. then, zack a.k.a. the fei hai show how sohai he could be again, he ask us how to go langkawi from penang. so now who is the organiser huh? ended up i went and called my penang cousin how to go langkawi from there. another bus ride + ferry. wah....this is not trip la, serious one adventure liao loh. felt like playing amazing race, man. bus = rm10 , ferry = rm23.

when we reached there it was already very late, 7pm lidat. we rent a waja with rm80 for 3 days. heh damn cheap rite? then we went and makan in a chinese restaurant. rm100 for 5 persons. means everyone rm20. kena con man....1/3 of my money gone. then found one hotel and that called it a day.

so, finally theres some time for activities. early in the morning after breakfast then we went to the beach.

its actually a very small stupid beach.nothing to play wan.

fei hai doing sohai stuff

see, since our organiser was so suck that he didn't even know what to do in langkawi, we go yao cher hor. drive whole day liao finally found something interesting. dono 7 wells bla bla bla. we WALKED whole way up the stairs to the waterfall man. omg i hatemyself lo. maybe too long never exercise adi..i run not more than 10 minutes adi stand one side, vomitting. shit.... tick loong cant run anymore..... sob............. lol its kinda funny also since the fei hai also walked up the stairs like snail, and kye le was like..'hurh...hurh....(barely able to breath)...' hahaha damn funny lo XP

kye le

jia yang

zack a.k.a. the fei hai

jon goh the vietnamese

just finished running very tired. 0.0

'i believe i can fly....i believe i can touch the sky...'

...

then we walk further and found this waterfall

zack and me then took off our clothes...two fei hais showing body liao lo.

zack the fei hai teaching us how to commit suicide. he really did jump down for your information.

jia yang emo~ing. what a scene leh ^^

emo people in the house!

we climbed quite high u know..i actually almost died two times climbing the
so-damn-bloody-slippery-rocks.

finding rocks to climb.

zack the fei hai always dono wat to do one. hes so damn enjoyed being one light bulb.

damn yeng...i can join contest liao with this

then we play play till night. time to keng sam xi + karaoke + eat snacks + play cards + GET DRUNK!!!!

sien loh..i play what game they also 3 v 1 me. i play wat la. sohainya.

lol a mini karaoke at night! this is jia yang playing chess + singing. everyone was so high that night singing MY songs man wahahahhaha. this guy actually sang for few hours, man.

then zack , jon and jia yang went to the beach and drank half bottle of jack daniel. i stayed back in the room since kye le was sleeping alone. please la this is not ham sap. this is called gentleman okay. just dono why when they come back to the room they fuckin got drunk adi.

'LOONG, DO YOU HATE ME?' says zack the fei hai.

'yeah. i hate u so much that i wanna squeeze all your fats out of u now.' lol im so bad wahahhaha

then i also drank quite alot that day. whole face red liao ^^ then till the next day, nothing much lo. just that me and jon dono why sot liao dat day...laugh non stop for few hours hahahah...

i kinda love this trip =) thanks guys.
THE END. oh ya i reached home around 1am dat night.

can also refer to kyele's blog =)

你相信谁？

2008-09-07T19:17:00.002+08:00

有一年，登山社去登山，其中有一对感情很好的情侣在一起。当他们到山下准备攻峰时，天气突然转坏了，但是他们还是要执意地上山去。于是就留下那个女的看营地，可过了三天都没有看见他们回来。那个女的有点担心了，心想可能是因为天气的原因吧。

等呀等呀，到了第七天，终于大家回来了，可是惟独他的男友没有回来。大家告诉她，在攻峰的第一天，他的男友就不幸死了！他们赶在头七回来，心想他可能会回来找他的。于是大家围成一个圈，把她放在中间。到了快12点时，突然他的男友出现了，还浑身是血的一把抓住她就往外跑。女孩吓得哇哇大叫，极力挣扎，这时她男友告诉她，在攻峰的第一天就发生了山难，全部的人都死了，只有他还活着！

你相信谁？

Poems from INTIcollege and UTAR

2008-09-07T19:01:00.003+08:00

this is a forwarded e-mail from li wei. i found this damn interesting since ive studied in both colleges. good luck and have fun reading it. =)

A Poem of INTI

At first I love INTI
But INTI loves my money
I ask money from daddy
But daddy asks mummy
Mummy goes to INTI
And find out why INTI's so greedy
The lift always mati
And the guards look like monkey
That's why I started to hate INTI

INTI don't love me
What for I love INTI
All they need is money
Nothing but money, money and money

The lecturers teach like bugs bunny
No wonder they're so lousy
And their faces look so funny
Like Talos the mummy

Futhermore, more more money flows to INTI
But they never plant more trees
All because they want to save money
Make all students feel hot to mati

First I entered INTI I got no kaki
Later I found someone likes to play tai tee
Then I started don't want to study
Here we can find a lot of kaki judi
That's why we must blame INTI

Since I entered INTI I cant see any leng lui lili sexy

Even the lecturers are more pretty
I always want to date them for tea
But I always kejar they always lari

Dr. Lim from SOLLA always lan si
People said his pucuk already mati
Even Viagra also tak boleh jadi
That's why loh people say he is 'cc'

He likes to tell jokes to everybody
But his joke never funny
Sometimes people thinks that his crazy
Dr. Lim so pity

INTI's toilets really smelly
No water no api
Even you haven't pee
You want to lari
Always complain they also say soli soli

Tan yew sing always said his INTI got quality
Instead everyone knows they are lousy
INTI motive just to earn more money
So that they can pay lecturers salary
And INTI share in KLSE can naik lagi
Waterfish like us always press by INTI
Just to tipu more more money

That is all the story about INTI
Which loves money
But after all I still come to INTI
To contribute money

(u r not in INTI?
u r very lucky
coz INTI cant bluff ur money
just cabut n jangan kembali~!!)

Student of INTI
noway to lari
already jadi SuiYee (waterfish)
plz tell everybody
jangan kena tipu lagi

And this~from UTAR

I join Utar because UM reject me,
I thought Utar would be a good uni,
but end up wanna lompat from KLCC...

Utar exist thanks to MCA,
Dr Ling always said Utar bagus;
as he employed all MCA members,
so you can see cina, cina and cina...

Admin people not helpful,
always ask us to tunggu, tunggu, tunggu;
do things slow like siput,
remind again kena marah like gila...

Big white shark always tipu us,
said we could form any clubs;
when we want snooker club,
she said snookers only for smookers...

Utar treat us like donkey,
each seminar put us different places;
from block PA move to block PD,
distance PA to PD is 2km ...

FICT is getting crazy,
keep changing subjects for different intakes;
make us cannot get notes from seniors,
pity us have to study the whole text book...

Utar is University Tak Ada Ruang,
everything in Utar is limited;
based on first-come-first-serve basis,
if you are slow then is too bad ...

Classrooms in Utar are 'cheap sikit',
aircon not cold, we pening kepala,
tables, chairs, white boards all too small,
I wonder who could take the toll...

I drive CLK to Utar everyday,
kesian my Cute Little Kelisa got no place to park,
so I always block people's car,
leave message to remove car,
but end up polis give me summons...

PA canteen uncle very gemuk one,
I think he wear 65 inches pants,
always scold his worker malas tak kerja,
and the food always sejuk tak sedap ...

Library in Utar really kecil,
no books, no seats, no tables;
students there are very noisy,
sometimes I feel like bunuh them...

Utar computer lab tiada standard,
lab assistant always naik angin,
because we always ask him to change ribbon,
and Utar server always go mati ...

Utar got no place for revision,
every corner I go always see people,
break time I always get crazy,
because there is no place to study...

95 percent Utar student are Chinese,
only talk Mandarin, Hokkien and Hakka,
cannot speak a word in English,
so they always carry a electronic dictionary...

No doubts Utar got leng lui,
very pretty, very cute, and sexy,
make sure you got money before asking them out,
if not later she lari...

Utar always claim itself ada standard,
but you will vomit when u know the truth,
paying RM4,000-plus every semester,
but you'll never get the value of 4k ...

Maybe you don't believe that Utar is so lousy,
you may ask your friends from Utar,
to see whether I'm telling the truth,
I'm here to let u know how bad it is ...

So please study hard in STPM,
so that you can go local U,
if not you'll be like me,
paying so much but still empty!

bye zenon

2008-09-02T02:07:00.008+08:00

ZenonPringles has left the game.

Guess i can never see such stupid nick anymore in ftz subang jaya.

the first guy i know in catholic high school. hes gonna leave me for few years already huh.

shit. hes such a leaver. always is, in dota, and even in real life.

please. i cant bear to lose anyone , anymore. don leave me alone... =(

sorry but my friend, i wont cry in front of you.

forever friends. hope so.

zenon the leaver

the gang

tong yao, zenon, teng hong, zack and jon.

yea yea i know im short.

hes a sohai.

look, jon was so emo until he couldn't even smile.

the last dota match.
from left:
tong yao(ogre magi) - zack(razor the super feeder) - zenon(lycan) - loong(bone the pro) - jon(slardar)

the last, the best dota match ever. because of the leaver, our team is gone.

emo. feel so helpless. anyone out there to give me a hand , please?

...

Jasmine's birthday

2008-09-01T04:58:00.000+08:00

sorry that i havent been updating for a while, was actually busy enjoying my holiday =) finally received the photos from vway huan and meng jin! sorry but i wont thank u guys wakakak..

it was jasmine birthday, chun min the horse asked us to give her a surprise party so we did. it was a Saturday, i drove my lau ya kancil to wai yuen's house and parked there, didn't drive there by myself as i was too poor to pump petrol XD

wai yuen fetched me, kok hau and vway huan to one U.(first time see him being so nice, maybe because of vway huan gua)

it took us more than half an hour to park the stupid car in one U and that made us late. (jialing was rushing me nonstop in that 30++ minutes) then we met up with jialing and head through the sushi zanmai restaurant to find the s2 gang.

sushi zanmai

to be honest, i really got scared when i met them. how to say leh. maybe they're not the gang that im any suk with, or maybe i can say there wasn't any close friend over there. huan whispered to me, 'how, how ,how???' swt like we could do anything. go in la.

vway huan, jialing, kenny and wai yuen

wei han, jun hau, meng jin, chee chung

wished jasmine and ordered the food. wonder why kenny and i were so stupid to order the salmon bla bla rice. he ordered the small one(rm10.90) and i ordered the big one(rm19.90).

this was what happened. the waiter hand over this thing.

my tindakan reflex made me give the small bowl of salmon rice to kenny.

but after few minutes the waiter gave us this.

...

OMG so the SMALL bowl i gave to kenny was the LARGER one. and, the salmon got no taste, not nice one, not filling at all somemore, i felt hungrier eating the stupid LARGE bowl of salmon.

pity kenny la. i think his rice few spoons can finish adi. imagine kenny crying~~~~

kenny.

then we crapped here and there till the candle blowing session. omg how to say, jasmine was soooooo PURE. don think so much la, i mean shes soooooooo unpolluted, acts like a small kid wahahaha. it took her few times to blow all the candles and looooong time to bite the candle out =.="

the cake

jasmine blowing the candles

the happiest(i thought) thing for me in that day was the cake. was thinking finally theres something nicer to eat lalala. however it didn't go well.

let vway huan teach you how to eat a cake.

by huan

we created the stupid wasabi + cilipadi + soy sauce cake, and now its time to decide who to eat it.
the solution was to play one two juice. check this out.

obviously, i lost = =||| and this is what will happen for being stupid.

dai sei, dai sei and dai sei!

finish makan liao, we took some photos before we left to the arcade.

me, vway huan, jialing, hui peng, meng jin

jasmine and vway huan. (OMG how to choose?)

the girls

wei ning, jasmine, chee chung

kenny and huan

kenny and jun hau acting yeng though they are not.

me, huan and jun hau

huan and jialing

me and vway huan

meng jin, ean wearn, jasmine, huipeng, chuan ling
wei ning

meng jin, ean wearn, chuan ling, wei ning, jasmine
wei han, ean wearn, chee chung

all in one

in arcade.

after that we went home since wai yuen had to go home early. its not really that bad being with them huh. =) loveee gatheringss!!

ps: i still feel soo sweet writing this even its so long after that day.

Over you - Chris Daughtry

2008-08-06T01:21:00.002+08:00

have been liking this song so much XP (yala know dat im outdated laaaa)

OVER YOU by chris daughtry

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I felt as if I was in way to deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally gettin' better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other's opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting' better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you
And I got over you
And I got over you

The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you…

CRAP

2008-08-05T14:21:00.007+08:00

This is nothing but another random post XD (why so random?)(no idea)

Something has been bothering me quite a lot nowadays. I just cant remember people’s names. Maybe im just too old for that =P

Imagine meeting an old friend that u haven seen for few years but u just don’t know how to address him? What can you do?

Him: hey TL! Long time no see leh!

Loong: hey! hmmm..hmmmm…wats ur name liao arh?

Him: …

DEAD! (soooo yuu larrr)

So, a solution for that (to me larh) will be this:

Hafal all the names in the book.

However things didn’t go so well as I just couldnt stop laughing reading the 2006 chs majalah. MEMORIES leh wei. After so many gatherings I find out many people have changed damn a lot loh. even me, myself. they say im getting quieter and shyer now =P

darn. i think the next time i see that guy i better wear a mask liao. damn him for making me to read the whole majalah again.

oh ya, for the jasmine's bday, ill post the pics once i get the photos from the stupid vway huan, the gay meng jin and my dear hui peng. =)

waittttt. btw there are some funny videos i found in youtube =P check this out!

No Pork!

Ultraman Dance

Im in the midst of studying for my finals now. don play play

给自己的一封信

2008-07-31T12:11:00.002+08:00

这算是我生平第二次写信给你吧。还记得上次寄信给你时我们才中四而已，为了应付老师出的题目。看来这次的这封信，只有我们当时的同班4s2同学们才会读得明白吧。

想想看，我们真的很久没有对话了。

想聊的故事太多、太长了，反而不知该如何开头。望着你敲打键盘的双手，月光洒在上头，看起来感觉好冰冷。刚才才在stadium merdeka玩得那么开心的你，为什么还是会觉得寂寞？听到你的叹息声，我无语安慰，我是这个世上最接近你的人，却也最不了解你。

有时真的很担心，你会走不出过去的阴影。虽然在朋友面前你会时常显得很开心，不过，始终强颜欢笑也不是什么好的事情。拜托你，就把旧的一切从脑里都删了吧。现在的你看似平静，但心底仍旧藏着我看不透的黑暗。是受了很重的伤吗？怎么几次看见你成功地又编出些笨笑话把那些女的耍的团团转，也不见你打从心底的笑出来呢？换作以前的你，如此小的大功绩早可以带回家满足上一整个月了。

最近你似乎过于放任自己的惰性了。每天回家就是对着那死沉沉的屏幕，听歌，看戏，睡觉。下个星期就是final了，不是应该要更加把劲吗？就听她说吧，什么都不要想了，先把书读好吧。浑浑噩噩的过也是一天，认认真真也是一天，为什么不要让这一天过得有意义一些呢？

是时候读书了吧。

唉，你对我来说就来是个陌生人的存在了。就是不明白为什么无论如何你都要一脚踩进去让自己满头雾水。朋友分手了关你什么事啦？怎么要帮他们帮到那么多？怎么你以前那么聪明会爱理不理，现在就偏要那么蠢去为他们做那么多事？以为会有回报吗？别发梦了。

帝龙，真的很想念你以前那半认真半轻佻的性格，比起现在那懒散又只懂吃喝玩乐的你胜上百倍．真希望总有一天，你可以听得见我的颤抖，我早已对着陌生的你感到非常害怕了，可你我就是没办法来个对话，好好的聊聊．

朋友，该是时候恢复原状了吧．．

这封信写得很难，写写停停。经常停下来沉默的看着屏幕。因为想说的话太多，却支离破碎。你承载着太多希望，虽然有时候你并不满意自己为什么要背负那么多，可是有些东西不是你能选择。重要的是，要坚持着往前走，永远不要放弃，重新抬起头，用不屈的勇气跨过全部的绊脚石．

夜已经深了，你仍在敲打冰冷的键盘，对面的屏幕亮光闪闪，跳跃的字符同样诉说着无奈。当时的你是否注意到？窗外的夜空正灿若繁花，只需你轻轻地抬一下头．．．

许多话都写在信里，却不会寄，因为你都知道．．．

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　影子的自己

happy bdays and farewell.

2008-07-24T14:18:00.009+08:00

怎么7月这么多人生日啊？分别庆祝了国源、伟刚和忠伟的生日。真的花费了不少$$。看来又有一排不可以出去了呢。本少爷天不怕地也不怕就是怕没钱！早知就去wat那tze tze要钱！怎么女儿比自己还有钱？ :'(

首先是国源，6789，1989年7月6日的猪头。

其实我想给他买个内衣当作生日礼物的（来回报那红底裤）。不过当时我真的真的很忙，因此还是没做到。。还是算了吧，明年补给他！ ^^

这么大了，吃蛋糕还是吃到酱。

接下来就是另一个粉肠-伟刚。真可惜没有拍到照片。不过不用伤心你有li ann了啦，有她安慰你还求什么！？ =P 生日快乐啦！

嗯。最后就是我们aurat gang 的阿头-翁忠伟！他从印尼回来马来西亚都就来一个月了。因此在他走之前还是为了他搞了个farewell和生日。

行程：

上星期日- 11.15am 到MV和weiwei和ginmin看戏。不用问啦，我迟了半个钟而已嘛，有什么好大惊小怪的。。
1.30pm 与khaisiang汇合。
2.00pm 发生了怪事。我们正在secretrecipe排队要找些吃的。隔壁的那自动门，被一个auntie碰到下就整个门都粉碎了 @.@

5.00pm 回去oldklangroad的parkson。准备替忠伟庆祝bday以及搞farewell。餐厅是stationone。

生日快乐！死aurat。

写着：HAPPY BIRTHDAY & TAKE CARE AURAT =p

aurat吹蜡烛

仔细看下，其实

这死aurat超可爱的咯 =P

我，weiwei & ginmin @ station one

zhongwei & waiyuen

gays~

大合照！

星期二（晚）- 8.45pm 和aurat的pbsm庆祝aurat生日。地点是ss2的旺角茶餐厅。
为什么我要去呢？好像只有我和文超不是pbsm而已 =)

文超说：看上面！看上面！

mengjin

这是个比较正经的生日会 =P

pbsm + loong + chao

PS: zhong wei, fong sam go, don worry bout us woh, ill take care of your li ann wan wahahah
see you again lah. we wont miss u wan aurat =P

堕落

2008-07-16T00:20:00.002+08:00

看起来，我真的很失败呢。。

还有那么多的功课还没交、那么多的考试还没准备。。

怎么我还可以这么悠闲啊。。

明知道学业已大不如前。

以前的竞争心态去了哪里？

我的能源呢？我的动力呢？

到底飞哪儿去啦？

难道就永远都不能对游戏划下休止符？

终于，连我也开始堕落了吗？

我到底，发生什么事了。。？

Bon Odori

2008-07-15T15:26:00.002+08:00

wah damn long never blog adi loh. cant help it lah, imagine in one week got 4 midterms what can you do? din actually sleep well for the past few weeks man... *sigh*

okay ill talk about bon odori. hmmm, it was held on last saturday night, in stadium masushita, shah alam. i still remember before that i asked at least 20 people to go but at last still kena ffk-ed. those who ffk me one better becareful =P

9 of us went there. they are wei wei, lilin, wen chuan, vway huan, chit yang(i wonder why this fella went wif us), kok yuen, gin min, heng bong and me. yes it is, a SERIOUSLY WEIRD combination hahahaha. we went to shah alam by ktm and according to plan, we were supposed to go to the stadium by the shuttle bus they provided but we didn't. wen chuan, chit yang and heng bong were SOOOOO LAAATEEEEE that waiting for them made us miss the shuttle buses OMG. so we had to go there by paying rm22(total up) for two taxis. damn the taxi drivers lah damn panai eat our money loh. ill definitely rape them if they're females. IF la.

this year bon odori damn alot of people leh weh. i think the quantity is 2007 bon odori double-up loh. go there oledi 8 something, can do nothing other than watch leng luis loh = = eh please la im not ham sap but nothing else to do la! dance with them? i was sweating like hell liao lah. or makan? the people there insane wan lah. wanna eat one takoyaki wait half an hour also cannot eat!

bon odori 2008

from left:- gin min, heng bong and kok yuen

vway huan and me. eh her perfume almost made me faint =P

chuanny and me-> SHY POSE!

the chicks! wei wei, lilin and vway huan. walking with them was like walking with some small kids.(they're DAMN short) oh ya lilin is taller than wei wei abit! =P

wei wei and me.

chit yang and his girls.

gin min and wei wei.

all of us! ^^

Hi Pn Yeoh!

2008-07-14T16:25:00.000+08:00

既然对方是我中四和中五的班主任兼华文老师，我最好还是写华文吧！

早前有一天收到风说以前CHS的杨美美老师忽然退出了教坛。所以身为班上的其中一员，虽然可以说是常常反叛的那个，也还是随朋友们去了老师家一趟。

当天没有错的话多半的人三四点就到了，我也不赖，只迟了两三个钟就到了。好心，我去载人才迟到的啦！（借口）我记得到达的时候已经是差不多六点了 =P

最近真的很麻烦咯。要把全部人聚在一起真的比登天还难。我很久没有看到5s2全班人聚在一起了啦 =( 那天我去那边的主要目的就是吃而已。我才刚醒来不久嘛，去到那边当然是有东西就吃啦，当我笨的？哦对了还有就是问老师quit的理由。虽然到现在我忘了她说了什么，不过还是算了！不关我事啦，平安就好 ^^

大家还是老样子嘛！那就好咯，变了的话会感到陌生的叻！不过唯一真的变了的是ee ping啦，没想到她那粉肠有了男朋友就突然变到酱美！真的有时会怀疑她是不是整过容来啊 =P

vway huan, chee yung and lilin.

老师

我和hui peng

vway huan and jun horng

vway huan, soon hong and lilin

团体照1

团体照2

不要因为看到酱多vway huan照片就以为我跟她有路啦。其实是因为这里的照片都是从她那儿偷过来的哇哈哈哈！

因为爱。。。

2008-07-06T03:07:00.006+08:00

刚好读到朋友送来的email，觉得很有趣所以放上来了。 =) 好好读哦！！！

好可怕的日本女人！（她吃了她的男朋友）

不知道大家有没有看到过这张图，一个变态日本女人把移情别恋的男友杀了后煮著吃。还用内胀煮了汤，起名曰：爱情汤
又把男友的情人打瞎一只眼，剪掉嘴唇，捶掉几颗牙和两个手指，切掉一个乳房（这样都没死），最后把硫酸一点一点往阴道里灌，一整瓶硫酸倒进去那情人也折磨死了。从情人下体流出来的黑色液体把整个客厅弄脏。
当警察闯进她家看见一个面目全非的尸体，地板上全是带著异味的黑色液体。
她坐在放著一个头颅的饭桌前正用勺子食用人脑，还很镇定的对三个已经发木的警察说：我吃完这些就好了，一会就跟你们走。
警察还找到一本记著她杀人食尸经过的日记本

以下是那位日本女人的日记

最近民哲對我的態度很異常，很冷眼的感覺......
跟我說「我愛你」三個字已經是很久以前的事了
總覺得他在避我
可我已經給他我的身體，我的錢，我的心...
毫無保留全部都...我已經沒有什麼可給你的了
萬一你要是不要我的話，啊。。有電話
好像是他打來的.
　
我已經睡了3天了？
頭好像要爆炸了，他的聲音還在我耳朵裡串來串去.
我們分手吧？是夢吧，一定是夢...
我知道這是事實不能讓他走，一定不能讓他走
他和我一定要成為一個體
他只是暫時想著別的問題.......馬上會回到我身邊的
一定會把民哲留到我身邊
不會讓任何人搶走的...永遠...
民哲...冰箱裡冷吧？...再忍一忍..恩？...

決定第一個吃他的手. 　
溫柔的撫摩過我的那雙手...
用我最珍惜的馬勺做了到菜，很用功很用功的..
他的手指頭我咬了很長時間. 　
回想著他好想哭，像傻瓜一樣......
他和我現在真正的成為一體......
明天早晨要用他的內障熬湯喝.
　
199x 年 3月 15日
早晨熬的湯還剩了點　
我給他起了個名字叫′愛的湯′有點好笑. .....
民哲的胸真的很好吃
又軟又有彈性，以後就不能靠在著胸上了，覺得民哲現在會很高興...
會覺得看上別的女人是個很愚蠢的事情.
明明知道我那麼的愛你...
鍋裡他的腿好像在鼓勵我我說的對似的，在亂跳.

只剩下民哲的頭了.
今天我才知道讓他放棄我的女人是誰了
民哲，你也很討厭他吧？不是故意誘惑你了嗎？
我替你好好教訓教訓她，讓她永遠再不能誘惑任何人.
叫幽惠美，惠美..呼~~~~
　
將惠美帶到了我和民哲的家裡了.
我要在他的面前懲罰這個女人
大喊大叫的話很煩所以..昏迷的時候......
把她的身體捆好了，讓民哲看好...
把民哲的頭放在了飯桌上
將惠美放到他的正對面
一隻眼睛懶掉了，我那毛巾替他清理了...
只能用一隻眼睛看，是不是很不適應，沒關係吧？...
呵呵民哲在笑的，惠美啊快醒醒吧...

民哲給帶上截止的手指......早晨用錘子打碎了
喊的太尖銳了，現在耳朵還疼
血到處都是，我擦的很辛苦，民哲喜歡乾淨的....
她說放他一條命，呵呵可是該受罰的一定要受啊
可沒有想殺她的想法，民哲不喜歡殺人....

民哲昨晚給我求饒了，他說跟惠美親過嘴...
純真的民哲呵呵..用尖刀把惠美的嘴唇弄下來了...
反抗的太強烈了，用昨天用的錘子打了幾下他的嘴，這才安靜了許多。　
呵呵牙掉了3~4個有點好笑呵呵呵呵
民哲也看著她笑了，也誇了我一頓.

今天是休假日，想在家裡休息
懲罰她的事情真的好有趣　
誘惑過民哲的，她的那乳房，我用菜刀割下了一半左右
好好看的乳房，割下來有點可惜了
血也流了好多，可能是知道自己錯了吧，只是低著頭只看著

自己被割下的乳房，呵呵呵呵
有時候說「殺了我吧」呵呵每當那時我就用鉗子將手指甲或腳指甲，
一個一個向後面弄過去，呵呵現在也不說那樣的話了
恩~~~~要讓壞人改正的話還是懲罰的好呵呵呵呵

給了她最後的懲罰
把乾淨的清理了跟民哲接觸過的下半身的那個地方
呵呵很好玩事情哦，我把她脫光後放到了床上
把雙腿弄開後用釘子把他的腳釘在了床上
昨天買來的鹽酸倒入了他的陰道裡，一點一點的倒入.....
呵呵可能是最後的反抗吧，非常激烈，倒完了一瓶後她的那地方流出了好多噁心的東西，　
還有很惡毒的味，早知道就在浴室弄了，真是的......
民哲，以後別在看別的女人了........　
=====================================================

WAR WINNN!!!!

2008-07-03T12:52:00.004+08:00

The Paper.

nothing makes me happier than a war win in UTOPIA!

War Forum

the war has finally ended after 5 days!! ok so now its time to get back to study mood =P

一个人

2008-06-30T01:23:00.002+08:00

匆匆逝去的流水年华，我开始变得叛逆，孤独，彷徨，悲哀。这一切好像顺理成章的样子，不容我的一丝辩驳。我学会了沉默，这样也许会让我安省许多。

最近，比较喜欢一个人在街上游荡，看下五颜六色的夜色，车灯会转眼闪过我的瞳孔，让我赶快闭上，仿佛马上要把我吞灭。加上雨滴声，可以让我培养一点独自一人的气氛，静静的想想自己到底要想什么。

总觉得，有时孤独是来享受的。

我习惯了孤独，这样可以让我逃避那些我不想见到或者听到的东西，可以让我不再为朋友的别离而感伤，可以让我不会再在吵杂的人群中迷失方向，可以不顾及任何人的感受，让自己为自己去谋取一点点的私利。他或她都匆匆的在我身边擦过，成为我生命中的过客，有的甚至连一点记忆都会利索的不留给我。

我常常会试着去回忆，想找回一点从前的什么。

但什么也没有。

说有的话，也只是偶尔看下MSN的CHAT HISTORY，看着以前所说的笨笑话，自己傻笑而已吧。

最近到底干了些什么，就连我自己也没有一点线索，怎么会完全失去了本来应有的次序？原来我的思索是这么的凌乱，这么的繁杂，我没有能力去在这里面找出点什么。

只好沉默来隐藏自己的懦弱。

怎么到了这个时候，都没有人来陪我谈谈心事啊。

唉。

我是孤独的。

Genting trip photos*

2008-06-26T05:57:00.008+08:00

kena tagged by kye le the shorty

2008-06-22T20:32:00.005+08:00

Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
no girl so stupid wanna marry me wan la.anyway its 30. =P

2. Study hard or play hard?
play hard. i don give a damn about studies. =P

3. Who is the person u trust the most?
to be honest, i trust my friends more than my own parents...

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
honestly, i have no confidence at all when it comes to speaking english. my english seriously
sucks. my tongue just cannot react to speak smoothly. argh damn it.

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
I own a hotel. then everytime i go hotel with leng lui no need pay wakakakaka =P

6. What is your ideal friend?
hmmm...as long as he or she can joke then ok adi lo.

7. What is your goal this year?
alot loh. first is to study harder to shut my parents mouth loh.
another one, which is the most important one, is to teman my friends as much as i can before they go overseas...i don wanna regret for that anymore.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
no. not anymore.

9. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
all the time? means i wont die forever?? i don wan a world like this la diu.
ok, ill eat all the money until i die.

10. When will you feel sad?
When...the friends i trusted betray me.

11. Balloons or Candy?
candy. i love sweet foods =P

12. What feelings you hate the most?
Emo! i crap ALOT when im emo = =

13. What is your childhood ambition?
to become a hero like the power rangers lol

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yeah. to me, i wont know whether it works anot if i dont give it a try. THOSE loves that require people to think RATIONALLY are not the true ones..

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
friends. oh ya and parents lol

16. Any last words before you die?
yes. i love....CHOCOLATES!!! =P

17. People who are going to be hated by you?
im trying my best not to hate anyone.

18. Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
'give.me.back.my.carissa' wahahahaha =P

19. Do you deserve to be loved?
no i dont deserve it. don love me la. i shy wan la.

20. Do you wish to have more than 24 hours per day?
yeah...i need more time to sleep leh.

Instruction :Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question.Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them at the end of the post.Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged.Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

the victims:
1) Gregory
2) Li Wei
3) Yit Tze
4) Zi Hong
5) Si Xuan
6) Jun Horng
7) Kenny the chicken
8) Liang Yan

nah thats all. damn tired = =

太阳

2008-06-21T20:25:00.002+08:00

再见了好色仙人。

失去了太阳。街道和少年只好在记忆中描绘那道阳光。。。

路已尽头，该转弯了

2008-06-19T20:02:00.002+08:00

在报纸上看到一篇女生写的文章，让我感触很深。她因为初恋的失败，一直离不开失恋的痛苦而有了轻生的念头，在她想自杀的那一剎那，她看到了公车上有的一小段诗，诗的内容就有这么一句：『不是路已走到尽头，而是该转弯了！』而让她拋弃了轻生的念头。

最后她写说：大二的我，被一个不速之客扰乱了平静的生活，却也不经意的被另一个不速之客救赎了。生命中总有挫折，那不是尽头，只是在提醒你，该转弯了。

『不是路已走到尽头，而是该转弯了！』这句话其实很有意思！

当你遇到一件事，已无法解决，甚至是已经影响到你的生活、心情时，何不停下脚步，暂时的想一想是否有转阛的空间，或许换种方法，换条路走事情便会简单点。但，通常在那一刻，我们并来不及想到这些，只是一昧的在原地踏步、绕圈，让自己一直的陷在痛苦的深渊中，生命中总有挫折，那不是尽头，只是在提醒你：该转弯了！

放手不代表承认失败，放手只是为自己再找条更美好的路走！

在一次培训中，培训讲师问学生：“你们有谁曾经想过了要自杀”。过了一会儿，有几位学生疑惑的眼光看着老师并举起了手，老师对他们说：“你们是最勇敢的，因为你们战胜了死亡！”

看完了我又想起这样的疑问：“我们到底该执着还是该放弃？什么时候该执着？什么时候该放弃？”

其实，放弃并不代表放下，只是要换个方法解决。转个弯！

那女孩

2008-06-17T20:35:00.003+08:00

曾经，我以为爱情是永恒的

曾经，我以为爱情是甜蜜的

曾经，我以为爱情是幸福的

曾经，我以为有了爱情很快乐

曾经，我以为有了爱情很足够，可以代替一切。

再加上当时见识过他们的不弃不离后，

我仿佛更确信永恒是存在的。

何谓永恒？

真的很佩服那些人可以把这如此抽象的文字美化得仿佛它真的存在一样。

他终于开口。

心知肚明，她早有预感会有这一天的出现。
她唯一可以做的就是心理准备。

天下无不散之筵席。
不哭、不能哭。

‘每个女孩都是个天使，当她爱上了在民间的男孩，就会把自己的翅膀折断，去到男孩的身边。所以千万别伤害喜欢你的女孩，因为，她们再也没有翅膀，飞回原来的天堂’

一切早已成定局。

并不是男孩的错。
爱情里根本就没有对错之分。
对于明天，谁也没有把握。
谁会知道会有那第三者的出现。
凡事冥冥中早有命运主宰。

重要的是，
这段感情里，双方都有真心过、付出过。
那女孩也该开心过、幸福过。

学会满足、学会放手吧。
那就是爱的最高境界。

折断的翅膀是不可能找得回的。
那就留在民间啦。
没有了他，那女孩还是得到了很多她从前不可能会认识的好朋友。
她还是有那帮死党给与她的支持，
安慰，
也还有人会为了她而写了这篇文章。
甚至多了很多人会关心她。
至少每一天都有他们来向我探料。
此外，
凡间还是有很多其他好的男孩等着发掘的。
终有一天，女孩一定会找到她真正的归属。

不要等了。

虽然
人人都有选择权。
不过，需知道，当个男人犹豫着选择喜欢的女人时，
那段爱情在那时已经失去意义。

算了吧。

我也终于发现，曾经的曾经、以为的以为全都是错误的。

永恒

并不存在。

祝福那女孩。

懂了遗憾，就懂了人生

2008-06-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

许多事情总是想象比现实更美，相逢如是，离别亦如是，当现实的情形不按照理想的情形发展，事实出现与心愿不统一的结局时，遗憾便产生了。遗憾可以彰显出悲壮之情，而悲壮又给后人留下一种永恒的力量，也许生活带走了太多东西，可是却留下片片真情。有过遗憾的人，必定是感觉到深切的痛苦的人，这样的人也必定真实的活过，付出过最真的心，用自己的行动演绎过至真至纯的情感，令人心动和感慨。

　　
错过的一切如同错过的时光一样，无法找回，只是错过一点点，就会错过太多，或许还会错过一辈子，留下终身的遗憾，有时我们本可以轻易地拥有，然而却让它悄然溜走了，记得以前看过一部电视剧《半生缘》，不否认男女主人公是真心相爱的，但命运与缘分的捉弄使他们各奔东西，多年以后他们再次相见，痛苦万分，追悔不及，只剩遗憾，也许世间最大的悲剧莫过于两个相恋的人不能牵手一生一世，但是正因为有了遗憾，那份情义才越发显得弥足珍贵，既浸入骨髓又超然永恒。又如梁山伯与祝英台的爱情故事，如若他们真的走到了一起，朝朝与暮暮，相伴一生，白头偕老了，那又何来千古绝唱的凄婉？

　　
不必再去说割舍不下什么，因为已经没有选择的余地了，美好的东西总是太多，我们不可能全部都得到，但对于已经不属于自己的东西，不必再奢望什么，无缘的人总是留下遗憾，在那一个个熟悉的画面里，凋零着各种情绪的味道，在那一个个生动的故事里，多想为它画上一个省略号，却在命运的无奈中被迫为它画下句号，于万丈红尘中的空望，洗却铅华之后的暗伤，将永远与对方形同陌路。

　　其实有许多感情从开始到结束，不管结果如何，我想只要有过这种让自己曾有过让心灵为之震动的感觉，这本来就是一种富有，一个温暖的感情矿藏，一种生命中最厚重的拥有，毕竟曾经交换过彼此的快乐和寂寞，不要再难过，人总得去面对醒来的一切。人世本无常，岁月流逝如梦一场，曾经的梦想和誓言如落叶般随风飘荡到不知名的地方，但我始终相信当初说它的时候是发自内心的。

　　很喜欢听徐誉腾演唱的《等一分钟》这首歌，或许是因为那种遗憾中透着丝丝伤感的歌词更打动我心，“如果生命，没有遗憾，没有波澜，你会不会，永远没有说再见的一天，可能年少的心太柔软，经不起风经不起浪，若今天的我能回到昨天，我会向自己妥协，我在等一分钟，或许下一分钟，看到你闪躲的眼，我不会让伤心的泪挂满你的脸；我在等一分钟，或许下一分钟，如果你真的也心痛，我会告诉你我的胸膛依旧暖，那一年我不会让离别成永远。”是的，明明知道你的胸膛依旧暖，可是现在那份温暖已属于另外一个人了。

　　有的时候，真的幻想时光可以重来一次，那样的话就可以重新选择一切，面对相同的时间里发生的相同的故事不会再重蹈覆辙，不会再走这样的心路，可是想过没有，如果没有经历过遗憾，又怎么能懂得珍惜？如果不是遗憾，又怎么可以那么刻骨铭心，又铭心刻骨的去记住一个人？有许多事必须要亲身经历过才会懂，有了遗憾，才有了可以回忆的片段，才有了令我们一生也无法忘怀的东西，它会在内心深处产生共鸣．

　　在每个人的工作、生活、学习中都会或多或少的遗憾，我想没有几个人会喜欢它，但是它确确实实又是生命中的收获，可以入心且无声，象长了翅膀，在偌大的心灵世界里自由飞翔。它可以是美好的回忆，也可以是痛苦的煎熬，带给人的是对生命更多、更深刻的感悟。没有经历过遗憾的人生是不完整的，遗憾是一种感人的美，一种破碎的美，因为有它，人世间一切的真善美将更值得称颂；因为有它，生命将更值得去回味；因为有它，就有了远走天涯的念想。

　　生命只是沧海之一栗，然而却承载了太多的情非得已，聚散离首，不甘心也好，不情愿也罢，生活一直都是一个任人想象的谜，因为不知道最终的谜底，也只能一步步地向前走。人生中也会遇到很多感人的缘分，不经意间的萍水相逢，却发现也可以给予很多，简单的邂逅和错过，也可以在心中烙下清晰的标记。一切渐渐远去，心渐渐冰凉，纵然撕去伪装出的冷漠，找寻你走过的凌乱足迹，想起你曾经的一点一滴，如今只剩下了什么，你的影子徘徊在脑海，我怎么能忘记你曾经给过我美丽？

　　懂了遗憾，就懂了人生，在经历以后，我们才会学到了许多，明白了许多，也成熟了许多。人生之路，一定不会总有枝繁叶茂的树，鲜艳夺目的花朵，蝶飞蜂舞的美好景色，它一定也会有阻挡在前的高山和荒凉的沙漠；一定不会总有阳光照耀下缤纷的色彩，也会有阴天时的迷雾重重；生活不仅有灿烂的笑颜，还会有无言的泪水，任谁也无法轻松的跨越。

　　懂了遗憾，就懂了人生，遗憾是人生的必历之路，但还是希望大家都能少一点遗憾，尤其希望两个真心相爱的人能幸福长久的生活在一起。人生没有完美，生活也没有完美，遗憾和残缺始终都会存在，穿越过岁月的风雨，才发觉已经失去的东西很珍贵，没有得到的东西也很珍贵，但世间最珍贵的还是去把握现在，去珍惜这似水的流年，即使将来容颜不在，至少还可以对自己说：“我有遗憾，但是遗憾过后，我曾坚定的好好生活过，我不后悔。”

Another EMO post

2008-06-17T00:50:00.003+08:00

It is just different this time! so much differences!!

sometimes when im emo, i seriously am not conscious of what im doing, ARGH~!!!

oh my god, i still cant believe that i actually told her that. seriously hope that yuan soon can help me explain everything to her and stop the mess = =

sorry girl, friendship forever =)

oh ya and the noobgang's blog is coming soon.

visit www.noobgang.blogspot.com to find some noobs yo~!

Genting trip

2008-06-16T11:34:00.002+08:00

went genting with the noob gang on friday after class.

damn lazy to blog today so ill just briefly talk about it.
this will be seriously brief,trust me.

spent about rm200 in two days.

NOOBGANG - FRIENDSHIP FOREVER

and of course, wei wei too! friendship forever =)

=P oh ya, will upload the photos here later when im free for those who want them.

Be happy always =)

2008-06-15T18:59:00.003+08:00

this post is specially for li wei the lenglui.

sad

2008-06-13T00:31:00.004+08:00

im not emo now ok? im just sad, and thats all.
feel like being alone for a little,huh...

everything is just so unfair.

the relationship required alot of time and money.
it was so stable that i thought that 'forever' actually exists.

not anymore.
reasons unknown.

*sigh*

going to genting tomorrow. time to cheer up =)

Simon, 慧慧 & 川 - 生日快乐！

2008-05-28T22:26:00.013+08:00

某年某月某一天，也就是上个礼拜四是simon的生日 ^^
就让我在此介绍下SIMON吧！他的全名我不知道，性别也不清楚，岁数应该跟我差不多吧！
他是我和文川爱的结晶品。为什么呢？
请待下回分晓。

teknik komsas - saspens

他可是noobgang辛辛苦苦培养出来的哦！想当年，simon是个连sohai都不敢讲的纯洁小弟弟。
没想到1年后的今天，他竟然成为了个可以把明朝的那几本四十二章经里的数千上万的粗口成语豪不费吹灰之力的背诵出来，说出来的影响力甚至可以说是惊天地、泣鬼神 Soha*,D*un*am*Ca*Ha*,CBkia,Mcb,MKB,BKB,Burize,Eyeofskadi 对他来说根本是完全没有难度。

哎废话少说了吧，知道读者已等得很不耐烦了。。

翘课早已经成为本少爷的嗜好了, 因此我还是skip了音乐课回去UTAR跟朋友们聚聚。

那天他们基本上是想去听听有关PTPTN申请的条件而已。哇真的还蛮久没有看到他们了，真的看起来有一点变老了呢。

被NOOBGANG污染后的SIMON就是这条粉肠了。生日快乐！

本少爷始终不是点蜡烛的料，被打火机的火烧得手都焦，差点可以拿来当烧鸡腿吃了。

吃了东西后就到ONE U看戏了。

穷人一族。

希望SIMON喜欢那蛋糕和礼物吧！=) 生日快乐!

接下来就是慧慧还有文川了。想起来还真的有点可怜。件事发生在一个凄凉的晚上。。。

我接到lilin的短讯。
lilin: loong..saturday we're going to celebrate wei wei's and wen chuan's birthday together. one wanna go timesquare one wanna go sunway pyramid. so how?

妈的又来拖我下水！为了完成那任务，我成为了两头蛇。

慧慧：‘龙，记得拜六的时候，我们会在TIMESQUARE见面，我会XXXX如此这般，你要记得XXXX如此，好吗？’
龙：‘好。’

文川：‘龙，拜六要来SS2庆祝慧慧的生日吗？’
龙：‘好。’

慧慧：‘为什么文川死都要去SS2？’(生气)
（因为他约了你的朋友庆祝你的生日啦死蠢）

文川：‘妈的那慧慧死都要去TIMESQUARE搞鬼？’（担心计划有变）
（吊，你不知道你那天生日啊）

最后文川还是成功劝了慧慧去SS2。
因此。。。

慧慧：‘龙，帮我CONTACT他们全部转去SS2。’
龙：‘好。’

慧慧：‘龙，你觉得文川是不是察觉了些什么？’
龙：‘没有啦。’

那晚，我还接到了一通很恐怖的电话。

慧慧：（哭得妈妈都不认得了）‘帝龙 ~！！！JJ他们不要去了啦！！！怎么办？怎么办？’
（不就先庆祝你的生日先咯，哭个劲啊？）
龙：‘没关系，我会搞妥的啦。’

因为就算NOOBGANG迟点来我们也可以跟着文川的计划，先庆祝慧慧的生日咯。

慧慧：‘你怎么搞妥？’
龙：。。。（我怎么告诉她？说文川帮她庆祝生日啊？问个屁啊？）

结果

最后也不是笑到酱贱

我和老婆Eling,右边那个粉肠是第三者-jia phan XP

wei wei 的gang

荣获UTAR NOOBGANG 之称的他们

BEFORE

AFTER

牙膏，也可以拿来酱用的。

趁文川有事忙着，我们偷偷拿了车钥匙跑去停车场。

当然也不忘了买几个DARLIE牙膏

怎么布置？

为了文川、再辛苦也无所谓！

‘认真的男人最美丽’果然没有说错。

'挤完他！不要浪费那rm14.90buy1free1的DARLIE牙膏！’

大功告成！

大功告成！(2)

生日快乐！ =)

唯一一次的NOOBGANG大团圆~！

唯一第二次的NOOBGANG大团圆！

ELING和我的情敌。

死基佬

男人嘛！亲密点有什么不对？

心疼的川川。。‘我的新车呀呀呀呀呀！’

拜拜

2007 MAY - 2008 MAY（UTAR）

2008-05-20T01:53:00.010+08:00

真没想过一年会过得这么快。

也发生了很多事。

短短一年内，
我加入了UTAR的大家庭。
我很幸运的和文川都被编在同一班。
我认识了各种各样、古灵精怪的朋友。
TD12 的热情我感受到了。
好朋友的离开。
离开的好朋友成了我女友。
考试、闭关读书、assignment当然少不了。
文川、良彦、我 - CHS 的乒乓三雄齐齐打进UTAR校队。
每个拜四和 JEN 的 TEA TIME。
成为 GIAP 的军师和 JEN 的间谍。
朋友间的争执。
和老师的SEX TALK。
游戏游戏！
不断找旧朋友喝茶。
终于恢复单身。
失落。
最后一次和 TD12 的 PD 旅行。
离开UTAR、离开TD12、离开NOOB GANG、离开功夫世界。

失去联络。

而

到了最近
得知他们即将离开，

我突然会开始想念某些人
我突然会开始觉得我是失去了些什么
我突然会开始。。。伤心、感到寂寞。
我突然会开始想起以前有他们的陪伴，我的自信心总是100分。

在此
本少爷真的再也压仰不了情绪
真的很想亲口对你们说以下的这些话。
不过，我再也不是以前那个自信心爆棚的我了。。
只好在此对你们说
‘对不起谢谢。’

我知道以前的我超无知的，常常得罪了人我也不知道。
对以上的人衷心的说声对不起。

也知道以前的我超自大的，常常会带有色眼镜看人。
我不会了。请原谅。

更知道以前的我是个伪君子，重色轻友、卑鄙无耻下流贱格、功夫世界里甚至杀人不眨眼。
在此也向全部受害者道歉。

谢谢文川一路以来的关照。
说真的，没了你，我早已以我的聪明才智以及超群的身体精神能力完成学业工作飞黄腾达了。
就是因为有你在，我才会输了给 BILL GATES 一点点。

很感激JEN请看戏。哥哥真的还蛮感动的。
来世，啊不，以后还会再见的 =)

也要谢谢ESTER浪费了整整12小时陪我疯了一天。
她是第一个女子陪我一对一唱K呢！ ^^
噢当然也不能忘了美女SIEW HUEY 啦。
都是因为她们俩，害了我浪费RM11进去戏院看她们多过看戏。

最后还是没能跟良彦和KENNY约出来聚聚就是了。

良彦：他是唯一一个从中一到现在都可以真心相待的人。没有居心的他，加上这么多年的感情，中一、唯一一个陪我下B5的笨蛋、乒乓的最好对手、2006年的校队比赛、SRI SERDANG 的GANG FIGHT，我想，我可能一世都忘不了吧。

KENNY: 中4 和中5 的死党。他、HANTIN、和我加起来就变成煽风点火的最强拍档。没了他，HENGBONG 就会变得理智了。（真可惜）记得要好好保重，你不是孤独的，我们都还在这儿等着你呀 =)

再来就是要谢谢TD12的朋友们。没了你们，我的SEX TALK 和 LAME JOKES 早就 NOT WORKING 了 ^^

NOOB GANG。我是打从心底感激你们一路以来对我的支持的。
没想到，当初劝你们开始玩功夫世界的是我；第一个离开的也竟然是我。
对不起。
很想说，那天和你们最后一次的华山论剑，我真的完全没有感到陌生。
果然还是我还是不想失去你们呢。
谢谢你们陪了我这么久。我算是背叛了你们吧。
只希望能获得你们的原谅。再见了吧。

慧慧：那天在PD如果没有你的话，我应该到现在还是不能接受我分手了的事实吧。。谢谢你、当然还有你老公。 =)

KENNETH: 我真的很想念你的笑容。。。

淑蕾: 对一直以来的所有付出说声谢谢。
还有就是我当时说想和你结婚是真心的 =)

最后，只想向UTAR我所认识以及所有认识我的人道谢以及

再见。

还有，由于本少爷懒得再开一页的缘故，顺便向我的PHOTOGRAPHY师傅-BRIAN说声谢谢。
因为有了他，才令我工作得那么开心！

顺带一提，喂，你走了之后就有生意了哈哈哈！

BRIAN

me trying out the newest fujifilm camera

the art of photography =) (oh its just some light bulbs XP)

me and my sifu - Brian

thanks for everything Brian =)

penang trip

2008-05-15T16:57:00.006+08:00

OH MY GOD so I’m now in Penang, again.

Damn I’m actually kinda nervous for all the new subjects taken but now here I ponteng again sigh.. please la my parents paksa me to ponteng one…so I don feel sorry AT ALL wahhahaha XP
Erm..it was Wednesday.

12.00 am morning I was still yum cha~ing with wen chuan, wei wei and lilin. I kena 揾笨 fetching all of them home, and when I reached home it was already 1am I think. Then suddenly wen chuan say have to stay overnight in my house
Hell? I know oledi wan..if he come to my house and stay overnight, means = no need sleep liao

I slept at about 5am, as expected.
2 hours later I woke up and went to college. I then had a calculus 2 quiz then terus rushed to penang liao.

‘路上我们有说有笑，很快就到达目的地了’?
SHIT LAH the car aircond broke down! I was sweating like shit =(

then we reached penang finally and had a dinner.

me my ah yees and my cousin sister

me and my cousin sister

my parents

i was singing on the stage lol

me and the bride. sorry to the groom la she likes me more wakakakaka

cousins

then, the second day was the formal one.

in the bride's room.

pic of me and the pork that im gonna eat wahahahah

know why i had to go to penang? i was the one to open the groom's car door.

'no rm1000 angpau i wont give u the flower pal.' loong with a sissy pose.

im taller than the groom man! wah so proud of myself

another ang pau XP

cousins and ah yees

and so thats all. that day i received 5 ang paus wahahhaa $$$$$$$

另一个起点

2008-05-06T16:57:00.001+08:00

时间飞快地流逝。

两个礼拜的假期就这么过去了。

先谢谢奕乐常都陪我拍拖。

And thanks jon for accompanying me dota everyday 　=P

UTAR 的朋友们已经离开。

还会见面吧。在PAINTBALL那儿。

希望大家保持联络啦，千万不要忘了我也是NOOB GANG 的一份子。

JEN 不要忘了我这个哥哥哦，得空再跟你喝茶、看鬼戏。

终于开学了，新的一个学期又来到。

因为某些原因，到头来还是转不成去NILAI INTI。

考试成绩麻麻。

想对考得不理想的人说别气馁。看，另一个起点就在你眼前了。

考得理想的当然是恭喜啦！

上学期的朋友都拿别的科了，感觉孤独是在所难免的。

总觉得自己不断在改变。

什么改变？　怎么说？　

我不会答。

不知为何，总觉得在INTI 少了些什么。

那天听朋友说，因为每个学期因为不同系的缘故，每个学期都会更换最好的朋友。

再加上我没参加什么活动，会觉得很闲。

至少觉得失去了以前在UTAR那种温馨的感觉，而且以前还有常打乒乓；

现在每天上完课，回家等吃饭睡觉差不多。

唉。

头很晕。

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-05-05T01:05:00.002+08:00

What Leow Tick Loong Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

P.S.: i spread gossip. XP

Anthropology- Tick Loong’s Personal Experience

2008-04-16T12:00:00.000+08:00

Anthropology, by definition, is a discipline of infinite curiousity about human beings........arghh those stuff u dont wanna know de lah. anthro is something bout human culture la thats all.

For this assignment, we need to go to some kampung to understand, to know everything about their culture, every single thing man! imagine asking a villager how many times he fucks per week?

Ignore that.

The trips were great. We went to Jasin(Melaka), Sekinchan and Tanjung Karang(near Kuala Selangor). The team consisted of Zheng Huan, Jon the Vietnamese, Kye Le, Yuan Soon, Kar Wei, a Mongolian girl and me.

I was 1 hour late on the first day of the trip. As usual, I got scolded and then, we happily continued our journey. I felt good being a driver, to drive for such long distance, they were complaining nonstop, though. It took us about 2 and a half hour to reach there. The first day everything was a failure. The schools, the hospitals, the balai bomba were closed. Wtf? We didn’t manage to ask for much info that day. Anyway something funny happened was that I managed to borrow a VAN from Yuan Soon’s relative. (since zheng huan’s mom left to do something in Melaka, we didn’t have enough car) then I drove the van like sohai, without attaching the P sticker and the van license. anyway it was a success wahahahah! (my parents still dono anything about the van wahahah)

After doing all the shits on the day, we separated in Melaka. Zheng Huan, Jon, Mongolian and Kye Le went home by zheng huan’s mum car. Then me, Yuan Soon and Kar Wei headed to Muar to find Mars. That was a very enjoyable visit to Muar. Mars brought us to try out the foods in Muar. Waalau~eh their otak-otak damn nice leh, I makan too many until sakit kerongkong = = we then went to a park called Tanjung. It was about 10pm at night but there were still hundreds of people lepak~in there. i could see people pak toh~ing la, ma lat lous waiting for their prey, and the kids playing with their kites. Tanjung is located beside a river. The river should be sungai Muar gua..lol

Then, since it was so windy, and seeing the kids play kites until so song, we then went to buy some kites to SOT a while also loh…wah it was seriously my first time playing kites laaaaaaaa!

Hahaha I know I know, im a big kid =P

The next day, we went shopping in the shopping complex then sun bian fetched Mars and Yuan Soon them back to subang.

all of us and yuan soon's relatives

in the temple

me - kao~ing aunties for info

the cat was SUCKING for milk in front of the temple. ps: it is a male dog

this is one of the auntie i kao~ed. eh please la she damn 长气..she can talk nonsence for 2 hours non-stop. yuan soon and zheng huan almost kena tricked for her fortune-telling. she say i can become rich oh which is impossible wahahahaha

jonathan and zenon makaning wan tan mee. they eat till so song but when they come back they say the wan tan mee was like shit

we were at the Jasin's police station to ask for permission to interview the people

the front door of the Jasin's one and only hospital. eh the hospital damn big lah but u can see no patients one..so wasted la haiyoh

yuan soon and this guy dono what his name is. we took this photo just as a proof that we went to the hospital in jasin.

this old man thinking for his future

here we are! in tanjung, Muar. seriously man u cannot see such place in KL..this place is so daaamn romantic la =)

yuan soon playing with kites

tanjung, muar.

Then the lecturer told us that jasin is a town not a kampong, so we have to choose another place to go… argh.

We chose kuala Selangor.
We went to Tanjung Karang, which is located near to Kuala Selangor. We then go makan bat kut teh(dry)..first time eat dry de bat kut teh eh..damn nice =)
We were divided into two groups, first group zheng huan, kar wei and yuan soon; second group me the Vietnamese and kye le. (the mongolian ffk)

Argh sien liao, I’ll just let the pics do the talking. =P

zheng huan's team went to tanjung karang and my team went to sekinchan. this time its is a paddyfield. we went to the factories and ask for some info.

jon and loong - the thieves were trying to steal some sample to lekat in their assignment wahaha

as usual, zenon just like to bising with me. lol

yuan soon at the river beside the fireflies park in kuala selangor.

all of us in the firefly park. oh ya kar wei's elder brother took this pic for us. he drove a caldina at 180km/h that day OMG

the paddy gugur adi

yuan soon and jon on the boat

the kind mr. who gave us much info about the process of planting paddies.

he led us to the paddy processing factories =)

this is the son of the factory's boss. he even taught TICK LOONG - the insectophobia patient how to catch the wormssssss! OUCH

kye le

i wonder what this machine does.

say cheese! =)

kar wei, zenon, the village chief and yuan soon.

Then the sohai lecturer said Sekinchan got other group went adi… = = wtf!?

This time, only the Vietnamese, kye le and me go lo since last time zheng huan’s team went adi. We went to the Kampung Bagan Pasir in Tanjung Karang. This time this is a fishing village.

in front of inti. can you see Mc donald? lol

it was raining in the morning. i was waiting for jonathan and kye le and so i took this pic in my car. blur leh =P

my kancil in front of the gathering hall in the Kampung Bagan Pasir, Tanjung Karang. ^^

mr lim. damn yeng leh, i pecah masuk his house then straight interviewed him. hes damn friendly lar..

the fishermen and me. i was thinking what to ask XD

mr lim's dad - mr lim. (wah i'm damn wu liao loh wahahha)
18SX - don't try this at home.

jon kye le and me in the restaurant. we were eating 石斑鱼 man~~~! outside at least cost rm50++ but in the fishing village's restaurant we makan for rm20++ only loll

P.S.: the vietnamese - JON is not a Vietnamese.

unbelievable? go watch ripley's believe it or not!

him

2008-04-16T00:53:00.003+08:00

Some people are just so weird.

It was her birthday. i MSNed him to wish her.

before:

he liked her.

he always talked about her in the past.

he didn't dare to confess to her, because of me.

after:

he hates her.

he always complains about her.

he has a girlfriend now.

loong: eh today is her birthday la, don forget.

him: i know.

loong: wish her adi?

him: lazy la.

loong: lol...so big 仇恨 meh..

him: no 仇恨 la. if she online only wish lo.

loong: nah she online liao.

him: you help me wish lah. don feel like wishing her. can?

loong: ... sure.

P.S.: as far as i know, nothing happened between the before and after.

blue

2008-04-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

damn i should be studying now..

just why?
just why that i can never sit still and study huh?

tomorrow final exam le laaaaah

langsung no mood to study liao.

hmm, dota?

nah, coffee please.

My Chemical Romance

2008-04-15T00:34:00.000+08:00

OMG!! i just cannot stop listening to MCR's songsssssss!

减肥的理由

2008-04-12T01:31:00.002+08:00

得空没事做就上网看看，无意中就看到了这篇文章。。嗯嗯，不错 =)

减肥的理由
晚上, 公猪总是给母猪放哨, 他生怕主人乘他们熟睡时把母猪拉出去宰了.

日子一天天的过去, 母猪日渐长胖, 而公猪则一天天瘦下去. 有一天, 公猪突然听见主人在跟屠夫商量, 要把长势见好的母猪杀了给卖掉, 公猪伤心至极. 于是从那天开始公猪性情大变，每当主人送吃来时公猪总抢上去把东西吃的一干二净，每天吃好后便躺下大睡，并且告诉母猪现在换做她来放哨，如果他发现她没放哨的话就再也不理她．

渐渐的日子一天天过去，母猪觉得公猪越来越不在乎她，母猪失望了，而公猪还是若无其事的过着安乐日子．很快一个月过去了，主人带着屠夫来到猪圈，他发现一个月前肥肥壮壮的母猪瘦的没剩下多少肉，而公猪则长的油光．这时的公猪拼命的奔跑，想引起主人的注意，表明他是头健康的猪．

终于，屠夫把公猪拖走了。

在拖出猪圈的那一刻，公猪朝着母猪笑着说：＂以后别吃这么多！＂母猪伤心欲绝，拼命的冲出去，但圈门被主人关上了，搁着栅栏，母猪看着闪着泪光的公猪．那晚，母猪望着主人一家开心的吃着猪肉，母猪伤心的躺倒在以前公猪每天睡的地方。

突然，她发现墙上有行字：" 如果爱无法用言语来表达，我愿意用生命来证明！"母猪看到这行字肝肠寸断，人类听到这个凄美的爱情故事也无不为之动容，女孩们为了纪念这段爱情，开始流行减肥。

Freedom

2008-03-18T11:15:00.002+08:00

For this one whole week, there will be no one else at home other than me, myself.

My parents and sis went out to kota kinabalu to play.
Eldest bro just settled with his surgery and went out to his gf's house to rest.
2nd elder brother is staying in the lodging.

So, at home - ME

I have been hoping for such days for so loooooong..just that i don't feel any happier now.

Am i feeling lonely?

maybe.

or

hell no, people called this freedom!

Back.

2008-03-02T13:53:00.019+08:00

Sorry pals i was kinda busy back then. finally there's some time for me to update this stupid blog abit =) and so, i'll just briefly summarize what happened in these few weeks la.

finally bought myself a camera. errrr, used almost 1/4 of my december salary to buy this thing (at staff price, though) =.="

Fujifilm Finepix F40fd

31st Jan

Mars was trying his best to talk me over not to go inti nilai. and it ended up me going to his house, staying overnight for 2 days.

he is a johorian, currently studying in inti sj, last year to complete his degree.

during the first day i was basically only studying calculus since the next day was calculus test =.=" then the next day after my class in the evening, he brought me(i'm still the driver though :'( ) to places like subang parade, mamak in subang, FTZ, Asia Cafe to melepak.

this is the place i used to work in. FOTOKEM Subang Parade.I went there to buy a screen protector for my cam.

it was 12am in FTZ the Asia Cafe and it was still insanely sohai kia hard for us to find 3 coms!

Mars has 4 hamsters and 4 tiny lil' scorpions. the hamsters were very adorable but then the scorpions really scared me off....

It's not that me suk chun or what la k? Mars caught a grasshopper, he then plucked out its legs and used it to feed the scorpions. what happened next was that the scorpions ringed the crippled grasshopper and started eating it starting from its leg.

It was too disgusting that i forced Mars out for mamak.

Know what? when we came back, we saw the scorpions still having their meal with the grasshopper,and at that moment, we could only see the grasshopper's head was left, and IT WAS STILL ALIVE!! wtf = =

anyway, thanks to Mars I'm now even more confused whether wanna go inti nilai anot. I truly wanna stop playing dota man but i know i can never do that in inti sj lol.

2 Feb(5s2 reunion)

It was esther's and hui peng's birthday. Since popo so kesian have to ask the 5s2s to go, as a cucu i have to go see see also la.(wahahahahha)

It has been almost a year for me to see those familiar faces again. most of the 5s2s came, including some ca pa lang ones like si xuan, ah lai and others la. I fetched ee ping, bong and kenny and a rm100 KFC set to wei han's house. of coz the first thing we did after reaching was eat la. followed by chit chattin, and birthday songS =) Meng Jin, our ex-KT specially made a birthday for esther and hui peng. seriously it was very beautiful. we then had a true-or-dare session, i was forced to fill my mouth with NUTSSSS and to 'confess' to si xuan.( OH SHITTTT)

the reunion went well. to know that the s2 LADIES to become so much prettier, i am still regreting mannn...! lol same goes for the guys also la. i can see chee chung's eyes filled with electricity and desperation hahahahahah~!

erm...another reunion, please? =)

chee chung, ah lai and me.

True or Dare?

ah lai and me

si xuan and me

sim tien's turn

the bday gals- hui peng and esther

candle blowing session

the dumbasses

3 Feb

chon jin was gonna leave to aus adi. we went CC and had a dinner. aih..for this i ffk ester's dinner...aih sorry ya =

pal, see ya again in few years time ^^

from the left, shon lee, han tin, kenny, chon jin, me, yuen and chyh shen

6th feb

Day before chinese new year. i terpaksa follow my family to the 天后宫 to countdown. the temple was kinda romantic. maybe it's due to CNY, most of the people in KL oledi balik kampung. so there wasn't many people walking around. seriously the temple was very beautiful, and some hot chicks performing on the stage, so it was like.....WOOOOOW!

me and my sis

again. chiah chyi, shes my sis la not my gf la pleeaaase = =

time passes so quickly that my memory of NS a year ago is still fresh. damn la i need faceless void to stop the time laaaaa.

CNY

My days durin CNY were very filling. since my relatives from hong kong came to malaysia, i brought them to many places to makan and play.(even cyber cafes hahaha!)

then my family and us went to sunway pyramid to play bowling and makan lo. shit leh my elder brother owned alll of us AGAINNNN.... =.=" i know i suck at bowling la.

the red army ^^

the next day all of us went port dickson.we didn't even go to the beach(knowing that the beach there is getting dirtier = = ) . i cannot recall what is the resort called, but it is very beautiful =) we were basically arcading, swimming in the BIIIG pool, eating, gambling and sleeping.

we played using a pool's ball lol
thats not the beach eh, thats the swimming pool in da resort.
my elder bro owned again, haihhhh.
entrance of da lobby, useless to speak, im the most yeng one la. others are just small potatoes. XP

then, i followed my hong kong relatives, separated wif my family, terus went ipoh, kulim and penang. arghhhh i hate sitting in a car..i felt like that i was at a loose end and i could do nothing other than sleep...we didn't forget to pass by ipoh to eat their chicken rice la. the main reason i went there was to take ang paus from my relatives over there wakakakkaak~! and my makan bill hotel bill all they pay, so shuang hehehehe =P

P.S: thought that i could see si xuan in kedah, and kye le in penang, but both of dem ffk = =

this fool trying to kick me, too bad it failed

the baby orang utan in bukit merah

ipoh, my ah yee

on the way to bukit merah

cute lil' otter

what i can say about the trip with my hong kong relatives is that the chicken rice in ipoh is daaaamn nice, we went there(passed by) twice just for that =) and the penang's foods are cheap and delicious lol

thats not all yet. trips to melaka, jasin, muar, kuala selangor, tanjung kara and sekinchan coming up.

烧啊烧 = =

2008-01-18T12:37:00.000+08:00

哈！终于也给我玩出个病来了呢。烧啊烧几时才会退啊？

真希望能每天都这样病下去呢，至少还会有多余时间来写写废话 heheheh

嗯首先谢谢各位种种的祝福，礼物甚至诅咒吧！说起来还真的蛮感动的。

谢了源的红内裤（今年开台全靠它了），noob gang的蛋糕(你们studyweek都陪我出来真的很惨哦哈哈哈哈哈！)，boss的相机，蕾的那一餐还有彦的yen yen啦，虽然没有几样是有用的，至少知道你们对我的爱有多深啦哈哈哈哈哈

yummmiiiiieeeeee~~! =)
嗯，当天发生的事情我都懒得写了啦。。毕竟我现在可是病猫一名。国源的blog都写了嘛，呵呵少打几行字可能会长命点呢 XP 说真的话，真的很感激朋友们百忙里抽空来陪我咯，简直令我感动到差点掉下泪了啦。哇我呸！本少爷堂堂男子汉会哭？不会给你们机会笑我的哈哈哈

真的有时不想相信那句什么夕阳近黄昏的笨名言。我不想失去这一切啦。想想有一天，朋友们都离开了我，那我真的活着也没有什么意义了。

细想下，活了19年所交到的朋友并不是真的很多，但至少知道都是真挚的。我们靠着那最单纯的友情继续生存。虽然，小学时代的猪朋狗友都可能不认得我了；虽然，中学时代的死党都已分开了，向着自己向往的目标前进了，我们却总不忘在忙或闲的时候互相问候，也不忘记抽出时间约个时间出来见面喝茶，更永远不会忘记大家在一起时曾经历过的种种事情，不论喜怒哀乐。

朋友之间常常都会有些争执，也会有些小人故意打小报告、挑拨离间，故意破坏我和朋友们之间的友情，不过还真庆幸这些问题到最后也冰释了。

可能时间真的会冲淡一切吧。看了‘两妻时代’后，所想的也真还有一点点的变了。试想想。。。如果明天我就会死了，那我还会生他的气吗？我会不会原谅他呢？为什么？
恨一个人比喜欢一个人是难受很多的。为何还要让自己难受呢？学会如何宽容别人就是学会如何宽容自己，是吧？^^

有人会说朋友是拿来互相利用的。对我来说，那未免太肤浅了吧？朋友可是有今生没来世的，当你需要帮助的时候，真挚的友情，真正的朋友，不用自己开口他们早已明瞭并准备伸出援手。他们是因为当你是朋友才会愿意吃亏，而不是因为自己贪小便宜的心态来利用他们的。

朋友，利用得越多，他们就会离你越来越远。

要维持一段友情，有时是真的只需要对面坐着，一杯茶，一段音乐，两颗心灵，一道交汇时的光彩，就会温暖了安静的小屋。

一切都是缘份吧。珍惜自己的朋友，珍惜自己吧。

哇看来稍微有点起色了。额头看起来好像没那么热了，只是说话时口水有一点蒸发掉而已。
好吧！废话又再次的道完了。厄厄。。现在本少爷在此再次向本少爷的仆人们道谢！你们的服务令本少爷相当的满意，就把你们的职位，由仆人提升到成为本少爷的看门狗吧。还不快跪下来向本少爷道谢？ XP

好啦好啦我不敢了不要打我 ='(

男人哭了

2008-01-14T01:12:00.000+08:00

谁说哭泣是女人的权力？是男的就不可以哭吗？女人的泪根本不能和男人的泪相提并论。男人的泪象征着他们的汗水，一再的失败，成功。

男人哭了。
　　
自古以来，有多少的男人，通过自己辛勤的劳动、艰苦的努力、顽强的精神，直到一天，他们终于成功了。他们哭了。他们回想起过去为此所付出的一切，他们明白到这是常人所无法理解的。也不需要理解，只要人们记得这些成功的人，记得这些泪水，记得这些骄傲的泪水，也是许多人所渴望的泪水。

男人哭了。
　　
自己深爱的女人，因为自己的差劲、无能，终于经不起外在的诱惑，无奈的离他而去的时候。他哭了。谁都知道天下何处没芳草，他们还是哭了。这不是软弱，他们只是被自己最深爱的女人征服了，而已。

男人哭了。

那些远在异国、远在他乡，工作、学习、生活的人。偶尔当他们想起自己的亲人、朋友，而又苦于不能见面的时候，细诉衷肠，问寒问暖的时候，他们哭了。有电话、有Internet又如何？这些可以替代吗？这是忠诚的泪水。支持他们，好吗？请相信有一天，你们所得到的会远比为他们所付出的要多。
　　
男人哭了。

听到一首伤感的歌，看了一部也许并不怎么的电影、一片普遍的抒情文。有太多的原因会让这些男人哭泣的，“男儿有泪不轻弹”，这是真的。“男儿有泪不经藏”，这也许不是真的。

这个时候的男人累了、真的累了。请让他们放纵一下，让他们舒展一下，让他们睡个好觉，让他们真正的感觉到你们给他的温暖吧！他们是永远值得信任的男人！请相信这些哭泣的男人吧，他们是这个世界上最有情的人，也是最懂情的人，请相信他们也是这世上最坚强的人。

安。

看开了

2008-01-06T00:50:00.000+08:00

刚刚才到家，就收到了她的短讯。

明明就是个坏消息，不过就是不知道为什么，我竟然没觉得不开心。可能早就已经预料到了吧，她怎么会选我这个臭男人呢。不过听到她对那个男的赞不绝口时我也感到有点安心，我一向来都没有怀疑她的眼光的啦。

尊重她的选择。

不知道为什么，突然想起以前和她一起相处的时候都蛮开心的，就是哪里出了错，而迟钝的我没来得及补救，才终于到了这无可挽救的地步。哈哈，还说来做么呢？一切早就已成定局。

不。

必须向她说声谢谢。

听着周杰伦最新专辑的歌曲。开始在想文山是不是在写我啊？不然怎么会提起‘我不配’、电影院的我们的开始、溜冰之类的东西呢？
（这样都给我想得出，我可以上报纸了吧？哇哈哈哈哈！）

她人真的很好，人比我聪明，比我细心，比我更有耐心，甚至比我更有公德心（垃圾都是她帮我丢进垃圾桶吧，不然马来西亚环境哪来那么干净啊？）
听过‘圣人千虑，必有一失’吗？对她来说那唯一的过失就是认识了我吧。
我常常打破承诺，人又迟钝，太过重义气，不时令她因为我而挨骂，甚至还因为游戏而忘记了陪她。
甩得好！
开始想起以前和她在一起的时候，很多笨东西都发生了。。首先就是被同辈的同学称我们为学长，之后就是溜冰被一大班的熟人看见，再来就是她大庭广众地呻吟等等等等。。。有时就是把这些小小少少的回忆累积起来，使我真的很难才能忘了她。

怎么每次写下写下这么快又到半夜了啊？
好吧交稿前先让我祝福他们吧。。祝他们永远快乐。
就此搁笔，安。

最近特别喜欢戴佩妮的一首老歌，
尤其是那Chorus部份，超赞的!

怎样（Chorus)
如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是深爱着对方
像开始时那样
握着手就算天快亮

我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方
像结束时那样
明知道你没有错
还硬要我原谅

嗨！

2008-01-04T09:28:00.001+08:00

突然很想bloggin了．应该多谢那笨忠伟给了我来写blog的这个提议，不然最近我真的闲到没事做了．最近很多事情都陆陆续续的发生了．我早已从UTAR转了去INTI subang了．（请不要问我为什么吧，我也不会回答你啦－－）到正式上课为止的那段日子分别就用在沉迷于功夫世界，工作，以及约人出来喝茶玩耍上了。

白白浪费了一年的时间，真的觉得有点可惜呢。

离开UTAR之后我就只顾着玩功夫世界了。升级真的升得蛮快的！比人家迟了几天才开始玩，可还不是让本少爷进到了TOP100?我一向追求的游戏都是能和朋友一起玩，并且能并肩杀敌的那种快感，所以dota和功夫世界才会被选中。可是玩了几天，才慢慢发觉其实都是我一个人自己在疯。UTAR朋友们都在忙着赶assignment,读书之类的，谁那么得空陪我玩哪？而且就算我等级升到了TOP10又如何？我只会感到越来越空虚啊。

我辞了职业玩家这份工。

是时候像老人一样的忏悔人生了。在这短短的几个月里我所犯的错要数都数不完。这几天里我连个倾诉烦恼的对象都没有。我开始想念她了。

想起了UTAR的一群朋友，怕会舍不得他们，所以就算一个人孤独的躲在家也不要去UTAR。可是单单通过msn，我已知道我们的感情已没有之前那么的浓了吧。可能是我多心，要不就是他们太忙了。这时，我才终于深深的体会到当时她的感受，那是多么的难受啊，可我当时不明白，更帮不了她，真想向她说声对不起。

Home alone 的那几天也就这么的过了，也该到了工作赚点钱的时候了吧。正如她所说，忙碌会让我没有多余的时间去想太多吧。我的工作是在low yat fair推销fuji的相机而已，听起来很简单吧？做起来可是非常地难的啊。从早上１０点到晚上１０点那段时间里要我收口根本不可能！第一天工作让我认识了Aaren和Clareen。他们可说是超有趣的吧，一个是从早到晚眼盯着nikon的美女看的咸湿佬，另一个就是视钱如命的吝啬婆！（真的感谢上天他们俩都不会读华文哇哈哈哈！）fujifilm给的薪水真的还蛮高的，搞得我都有点上瘾了呵呵！

在fair里工作的好处就是会有好多好多人，完全不会闷吧，还时不时会遇上老朋友呢。唯一可惜的就是我的圣诞也在那里渡过啦，超可怜的。。
说起圣诞，它给我的感觉应该就是浪漫的。本来为了那一天早在几个月前已开始计划怎么和她庆祝了，可是只怪我不争气。到头来还是白日梦一场。唉。
还有一点令我非常不爽的就是我一个朋友竟然被钱迷了！竟然为了那点点的comission，当面的抢走我的顾客，真的不怕羞啊？真的从来没想过认识了三年的好朋友会为了点钱就放弃友情呢。算了吧，你要就拿吧，我也很潇洒的把我全部生意都让给你了不是吗？这样的朋友，不要也罢。

那２个礼拜就这么的过了。而在fair里令我感到开心的就是认识了很多朋友吧，台湾的，中国的都有！呵呵！还有的就是推销相机成功后所获得的满足感咯。只可惜美好的时光往往是耐不久的。与他们道别。回到家，还是像平时那样拨了几通电话给她，也始终像平时那样，打不通。我觉得我更想她了。

新的一年，2008就快到了。2007年的那365 又 1/4 天都没做过什么伟大的事情呢，真不像是本少爷的作风。那晚，12月31日就陪了朋友到oneU去倒数。本来开开心心想着终于能和旧同学来个聚会的，倒没想到那班人会为了避开某些人而到the curve避难去了！好好一个聚会就因为那班人而撤销了。

都事隔那么久了，难道真的还怀恨在心吗？

还没结束，那晚还是玩得蛮开心的！至少单单是买那些spray用的钱都有至少rm30那么多了。。是蛮痛的，不过一年才那么一次，值得的值得的！那晚喝茶之后被人逼了去dota~in.真是的！怎么要逼我去欺负你们呢？我不忍心啦！（最后本来说只玩一个钟，到头来还是玩到了5点凌晨。）

哇不知不觉都这么夜了啊？那我就说到这里先吧。
安。